Admitted (Short Chapter)

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*Later that night*

"That was one of the best concerts we've ever had!" Louis exclaimed as we walked off the stage.

"Woo!" Zayn yelled bounding up to Liam from behind and tackling him to the ground.

"Hey!" Liam complained as he hit the ground with an "umphf"

"You know you like it." Zayn bantered, straddling Liam from behind.

Liam didn't say anything, he just roughly pushed Zayn off of him him and stormed into his dressing room, slamming the door behind him.

Zayn looked at us questioningly from down on the floor, "Whats up with him?"

Niall shrugged and helped him up.

"I have no idea. Maybe I should go talk to him." I suggested.

"Yeah, thats probably a good idea." Niall agreed, Louis and Zayn nodded.

I sighed and walked down the hall to Liam's room and knocked on his door.

"Hey Li, can I come it?" I asked.

Liam didn't say anything so I cracked the door open to see Liam pacing the small room, running his hands through his hair.

"Hey, whats up?" I asked.

Liam whirled around, anger blazing in his eyes. He saw me and he flopped on the couch and sighed dejectedly. "I'm not going to lie to you Harry, its Zayn."

"What do you mean?" I asked, putting my arm on his shoulder, trying to comfort him.

"Its not him actually, its me. I, I think...I think I may like..." He paused, "Zayn." he wispered.

ZAYNS POV (SAY WHAT?)

I followed Harry down the hallway. Liam had been acting funny for a while now, I was curious about what was up. Liam kept his feelings to himself a lot as did I, and I knew it wasn't good. Eventually he would explode and have nobody to hold him. I wanted to be that person to hold him.

I stood by the doorway, listening through the slight crack in the door.

"Hey, whats up?" I heard Harry ask Liam.

There was silence for a couple moments until Liam sighed, "I'm not going to lie to you Harry, its Zayn." He confined in Harry.

I felt my cheeks blaze in anger, embarrassment, shame, and confusion.

Liam had a problem with me. I did something to screw up my relationship with him.

"What do you mean?" Harry continued.

"Its not him, its me. I, I think...I think I may like..." He paused, "Zayn."

I felt my heart stop. What? Liam liked me? How could that happen? I wasn't a girl. Liam was supposed to be straight! What the hell? What had changed? And why was my heart beating so wildly, why was I starting to sweat, and why could I not wipe the smile off my face?

I really needed to admit it to myself. Oh yeah, because I like Liam Payne.

And now I know he likes me back. And I can't ask him now, he would now I was eavesdropping. Crap!

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HARRY'S POV

"Well we all like Zayn, do you mean more than a friend?" I questioned.

Liam groaned, "Yes."

"Whats wrong with that?" I prompted.

"You know whats wrong with it as well as I do. Management would never let me come out. And I don't even know if I'm gay." He sighed, clearly frustrated with himself and the situation.

"Hey, its okay, Just because you like Zayn doens't mean your gay. You could be bisexual." I comfortated.

"Well, I don't know if he's into guys either. What if hes straight and I just start coming onto him? It could completely ruin the band!" He cried.

"Hey, really. Chill down. I don't know if Zayn likes guys or not, but I know that Zayn wouldn't let it ruin the band. We're all stronger than that." I said firmly.

Liam huffed, "But you don't know that. Anything could happen."

I sighed. I think this is my Que to be like 'Everything's going to be great. Fact. I know it.' But I don't know that its going to be okay. And I don't think that lying out of my ass will make Liam feel any better. I'm a crappy liar.

Niall and I am in a similar situation.

" I really don't know what to say." I admitted to him, "Niall and I can't come out either. As far as Zayn rejecting you, I really don't know. If I were in your situation I would send some signals, make a few compliments, compliments, and if he responds well, go for it, you know?"

Liam nodded, still a little glum.

"Hey, it will turn out for the best." I reassured him, leaning in to give him a hug.

He hugged me and tucked his head into my shoulder.

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ZAYNS POV

I heard snuffling on the other side of the door. I want to see Liam. There was only a door in between us. I wasn't sure what to do. I didn't want Liam to see me and change his mind. But I didn't want to not act on it and him keep it to himself. But I didn't want to be the one to admit my feelings first. Liam still sounded a little confused about what he felt.

I was still in the doorway when Niall came up behind me and smacked me on the bum. I blushed crazily, I had been caught red handed. "Oops." I whispered.

"What are you doing?" Niall asked me sternly.

"Um, I don't know..." I said, not looking him in the eye.

"Zayn, your such a gossip." He commented, smirking at me.

I grinned at him shakily, trying to look convincing, "Yeah, I am." I chuckled.

Niall just shook his head and smiled softly, buying it. He walked into Liams room. I was jealous. Super jealous. That Niall could just walk in like it was nothing. And not be scared because Liam was there and our relationship could ruin it all.

I sighed and walked away to my own dressing room. My emotions were seeming to get in the way of everything.

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HARRYS POV

We heard some noises outside the room. Niall came into the room and gave me a questioning look over Liams shoulder. I waved him off as polity as I could and he nodded, we would just talk later.

"Thanks for trying." Liam smiled.

"No problem. Its what I'm here for, you know?"

Liam snickered, "You know?" He said with a thick fake Irish accent.

I rolled my eyes and smacked his shoulder, "Yeah, hes rubbing off on me." I agreed.

"Worse people." Liam smiled and shrugged.

I laughed, "True, very true.

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I didn't feel like editing the rest of what I was going to post. Sorry, I'm being lazy. I'll try to start and update a little bit more. c:

-Bla


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