The Butterfly Effect

After School

Day 4

Dear Diary,

Today, once again, was terrible. In school, we had, like, four tests and I didn't know anything for them, I failed extremely hard! That's one more thing to fucking stress Alyssa and Tristan out. I'm not sure of the situation there but it's mainly about moving and my dad's job situation. That's the main reason I didn't tell them about what happened after school.

Basically, a short cut to my house is through the forest surrounding it, which is at the back of the school. When I was walking around the outside of the school I ran into the assholes I was writing about yesterday, smoking behind the school. I tried to avoid them but they all walked towards me, giggling and whispering, they started to pretend to fall, obviously mocking me falling yesterday. I ignored them and started walking towards the forest and they followed. They called after me and I just said 'Fuck off and leave me alone!' but obviously, they didn't. They chased after me and started getting fucking physical. They started kicking the back of my legs as I tried to get away, so I broke into a sprint. They all chased after me as I ran around in the forest, hoping to lose them but they split up and found me.

Harper jumped on me and forced me to the hard, rocky ground and then they began. When they all caught up, Lily and Chloe pinned me to the ground as best as they could while the others tortured me. They taunted me and put their glowing cigarettes to my skin. With a couple of burns, I broke out of their grip and punched Chloe in the face, kneed Harper in the stomach and kicked Ethan in the crotch and started to run, but Lily had fallen on the ground as I pushed and she was able to grab my ankle and I fell to the ground face first.

My nose started to bleed and the others laughed at my fail to escape and started kicking me in the stomach and back. I started to crawl away and Harper stood on my ankle and I screamed out as they burst out laughing. Tears were streaming down my face mixing with the blood from my nose which made them laugh harder. They are fucking messed up lunatics. Harper let me get up and run, they jogged after me and only stopped when I reached the opening in the woods where my house was. The last thing I heard before going in the open back door was Harper shouting ' You don't tell us what to do, we tell you, now fuck off and run to your parents like a fucking baby!!'

, I went to the sink in the kitchen and washed the blood from my nose and wiped my eyes with a piece of tissue. My parents were in the living room, bickering on about something, like always. It was easy sneaking passed my parents, and so I walked upstairs, where halfway up, my sister came down. She stared at my reddened eyes and nose and was about to bombard me with questions so I pushed her and she fell against the wall and started getting teary eyed. I didn't even push her that hard, she's a big, bitchy, cry baby.

I'm sore all over but I can't go moaning to my parents so I just have to wait until all the bruises go away and avoid them assholes at all costs. I have enough on my plate already, I can't be bothered to deal with my parents, bullies and the god damn wifi and isolation all at the same time. I'm just going to have to push through and take everything on bit by bit, I can deal with it on my own, I don't need to get anyone involved.

I'll write tomorrow if I can, I don't think I'll write every day if I'm dealing with this shit, but anyways, I have to sleep, school tomorrow, fucking great, just great... Good Night.