A Thousand Letters to Jane

Dear Benjamin

Dear Benjamin <March 26, 2014 Wednesday>

Hi there Benjamin, it's me Jane. How are you? I just got back from London. I'm sorry I haven't told you. I have been working there for 3 years now. I just came back to visit some friends and relatives here in the country. Anyway, how are you? I hope you got to read this letter. See you soon.

Truly yours, Jane

Dear Benjamin <March 28, 2014 Friday>

Hi there Benjamin! It's been almost 4 years that we haven't meet each other I would really love to see you again. Maybe grab a coffee or something. I would love to talk to you even just for a hour. Anyway, are you busy this weekend? Maybe this Saturday or Sunday? I would really love to to hang out with you. Please reply when you get the time.

Truly yours, Jane

Dear, Benjamin <April 2, 2014 Wednesday>

What's new Benjamin? How's life doing for you? How are you, Benjamin? I know you have been online recently and have been getting all my messages because I saw you update profile picture on facebook, you looked really happy Benjamin, is there someone new? I'm just asking, Benjamin. I really hope the best for you. I dreamed about you yesterday. We we're walking to 7/11 where we used to hang out. You asked me how I've been and how I was with the other guy. I was left in the state of awe for I couldn't answer the question you threw. I just looked at you with a blank stare for I could hear the beating of your heart. It was pounding fast, you were sweating, you looked nervous to what my answer could be. But Benjamin if I told you I was not doing well will you hug me? Will you tell me it'll be fine? Will you tell me he will love me more than the love you gave? Because if so, then the answer is no.

Truly yours, Jane

Dear Benjamin <April 4, 2014 Friday>

How are you, Benjamin? I know that you've been hurt badly, I wish I could stop the bleeding, I wish I could take all of your suffering, I wish I could heal the pain, but I am the knife that caused the pain and with your blood I am stained. Sometimes I think of you and ask myself "what happened?" I know that this is a ironic question to ask knowing that I left you in vain. But what did really happened Benjamin? I know that you won't reply to any of my messages. Anyway as long as you are reading them it's okay. Just sit back and listen as I will tell you a tale of what happened in the eyes of Jane.

Truly yours, Jane

Dear Benjamin, <April 5, 2014 Saturday>

The moment I first glance my eyes on you I never believed that love would be this good. That love could come in a thousand ways at our least possible expectation. I loved you Benjamin, I really did. From the first message you sent me in the morning up until to the midnight phone calls that we had. Those giggle and cheers; our plans for our future up to the in coming years. I miss you Benjamin. I missed those memories we had, I keep repeating them on my mind. Do you remember the time we went to the park? You wore the shirt that I just bought you as you told me "I love you". I just looked at you that day with a smile on my heart knowing that with you I am safe and in your heart I am no longer afraid of the dark.

Truly yours, Jane

Dear Benjamin, <April 7, 2014 Monday>

How are you Benjamin? Have you received the letters I sent you last week? My best-friend Sarah told me that she constantly keeps seeing you on the hall way of our high school alma mater's lobby. You know the place where we first met. Were you waiting for me there, Benjamin? How often do you go there? She also tells me that you keep on asking her how I was? Is it true, Benjamin? Did you still care for me even though of what happened to us? I would like to meet you Benjamin. I hope I get to see you soon.