Newt Imagine **

Newt Imagine: 2

"So," I said anxiously, "What's it gonna be?"
Newts eyes suddenly went hollow, like a severely depressed person, "No," I mumbled, "no, no, no, no, no!" my mumbles slowly turned into screams.

"Hey, Hey!" Newt put his hands o my shoulders, forcing my to face him. 
"It's okay, you'll be okay!" He quietly said.

Suddenly anger rushed through out my whole body, it felt like lava racing through my veins. "I've lost my mum, I've lost my dad, I've lost my friends, YOU ARE ALL I HAVE LEFT KEEPING ME SANE!" I screamed, my throat turning raw. 
I pulled away from Newt, put my hands on my ears ad crouched on the ground. Finally, i left six years worth of bottled up tears burst through the cracked and damaged dams that are my eyelids. "I'm sorry. Life sucks, I know, But your'e safe and that's all I care about." Newt Said softly, trying to calm me down.
This time it didn't work, this time I let my mid control my body, draining away all my frustration and anger and fear. "You... You just don't get it." I sobbed.
"What?" Newt was confused.

"You just don't get it!" I stood up to face Newt, shaking, "You don't get it!" I yelled. "I love you Newt and i can't lose you! I can't! If you die then I die! I have nothing left but you to stop me dying!"

But instead of staying there waiting for a reaction I took one apologetic look at the dirty blonde hair, lanky legged, tall boy of Newt and I turned around and ran.
I ran as fast as I could. I knew Newt was faster, so I tried to get a head start. "CAPRICE!" he yelled, "Caprice, Wait!!!!"

I sprinted, pushing my body to move faster and faster, but Newt eventually caught up. he grabbed my hand, pulling me back as a shiver went up my spine. "Please." He said, hurt in his voice.
Newt whipped me around and pressed my face into his upper chest, resting his chin on my head. I listened to his heart beat, fast from running and nervousness. "It's okay, I love you too," he whispered, "He said there was a cure, but it's very expensive." 
I pulled away from him and planted a kiss on his cheek. "I don't care, we are getting that cure no matter what!" I said. 
I sounded insane, sick in the head. He was looking into my eyes, they must be wild, full of fear. Then he kissed me and oh boy, did I kiss him back. With our lips moving in sink he knotted his fingers in my hair. When he finally pulled away for breath- out of all the things I could have said- I said, "good thing I'm immune to the Flare, otherwise I'd be shucked now".

as soon as I said that I regretted it, I realised I may have hurt his feelings. I nodded my head forward ad looked at the ground beneath me. Newt pulled my face up, cupping it in his warm hands and said "You wont ever lose me, I will always be in here." 

Newt placed his hand on my chest, over my heart, but kept looking at my eyes. And as if right on cue, I started crying again. "Without you, I'm nothing, Newt, nothing. I can't handle having everyone I love die." 
But he just stared at me. Like he was a wax figure, still and peaceful. 

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