The Queen's Wolf

My big mistake

I ended up getting lectured by Levi the rest of the day.
But not it's October 3rd, I've got to head to Ciel's Mansion of course, Christina and everyone else will be there.
We are in the carriage right now, Alois still on my waist as usual.

~At Ciel's Mansion~

Getting out of the carriage, Levi knocks on the door.
Opens it is Sarah.
She lets us in and we all sit down.
Christina and I sit together, I think we have gone over our little arguments and are now on equal grounds.
Sitting next to her is a girl with blonde Curly hair and pink eyes.
She is wearing a pink frilly dress, it reminds me of something Elizabeth would wear.
" Um Christina, who is this?" I ask.
" Oh, this is Yui Komori, I'm supposed to be making sure she was safe, she was given to my care by the Sakamaki residence" She answers.
"Oh-Wait, did you say Sakamaki?" I asked.
" Yeah, what of it? Do you know them?" She questioned.
"Um...yes actually...I met Raito Sakamaki a couple days ago, He is actually really nice and we have some things in common, also I got to know him pretty well" I Answered smiling.
"Oh god..." she whispers.
" What is it?" I ask.
" I was talking to Yui a while ago, I think you should stay away from Raito...he is the one brother that...you shouldn't trust..." She explains.
" What? Your lying, there is no way Raito would be like that, he is a good person, I can feel it" I rush.
" Crista, he could be using you" She suggests.
" I'm not listening, that is not true by any means" I ignore her judgment.
She sighs.
"What?" I ask.
" You'll see..." She answers.

Sure...I will see...

~On our birthday~

Christina, Ciel, Sebastian, Eric, Elizabeth, and Sarah all went out to celebrate Me and Christina's birthday.
I even ordered Levi to go with them.
They invited me but I didn't want to go, I had someone important to visit.

~Walking to The Mansion~

Raito is so gorgeous
His personality is perfect
He is so kind and gentle
And yet mysterious when he wants to be
I love everything about him...
Wait, does this mean that I love him?
I-i do!?
I love him!?
I love him!
Giggling to myself I blushed and ran to the mansion.
I love him, I love him so much!

~At the Sakamaki Mansion~

I knocked on the door and Raito opens it.
" Hi! hi! Snow-Chan!" He smirks.
" Hello Raito-Kun!" I smile looking up at him.
He pulls me inside the mansion.
" I know it's your birthday so..." his voice all innocent.
He suddenly goes next to my ear and spoke again.
" I wanted to give you a surprise..." He says in a deep sexual voice.
Suddenly my Cheeks get all red.
He wasn't talking about sex was he?
But if he really wants me too...then I have to make him happy right?
" Say Snow-Chan, would you like to be my betrothed?" He asks.
" Yes!" I say.
" Very well then, let's go on with your birthday surprise Snow-Chan" He whispers sensually.
He grabs my hand, and I follow him.

~After the...you know~

I wake up feeling light headed.
I look around seeing that I'm naked and covered in bite marks.
I knew he was a vampire, but I didn't think he would do this much.
What a minute, where is he?
I get up and put back on my cloths.
I walk out of Raito's room, seeing none of his brothers are home, thank god.
But I hear moaning coming from downstairs.
I walk down the stairs and see that Raito and another girl were...busy fonduing.
I'm so heartbroken, I gave my 'technical first time' to him.
How could he?
My tears came rushing down my face.
I  run out of the mansion and run home.
Does this mean I cheated on Alois? I never liked him anyway...
But Raito...how could he?
My hair is all ruffled, I look like a mess.
And worst of all, the look of pain on my face will make everyone feel sorry for me.
I run all the way home.

~At Alois's Mansion~

Before anyone can see me, I run upstairs and rush into my bedroom.
I immediately changed into a long dress shirt and through myself into my bed.
I cried there all day.
The worst part is, I still love him, more than myself, more than my life...
What am I going to do?

Thanks for reading, I'm gonna update tomorrow, until then, bye bye.