random stuff on my mind

im fine

similar things probably happen so dont qoute me on anything in this.
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"Im fine" i said with a fake smile all i wanted was for my best friend to say no you are not and hug me or say tell me the truth but it didnt come she was pratically my sister but all she said was
" ok im glad" and she walked off she couldnt see my pain. No one could, i held back the tears until she was gone. I walked inside to my room where a bloody blade sat I knew if i cut 1 more time it would all end but i didnt care i grabbed a pen and wrote

"Im fine"

I sat on my bed with the note and blade i placed the note on my bed and prepared to end it all when my friend came rushing in
Dont do it she said and wrapped me in her arms and i dropped the blade. I felt hot tears trail onto my back and i began sobbing, i hated crying in front of her and id never seen her cry.she Put me at arms length tears streaming down her and said
Promise me, promise me you will never cut again and if you feel like you need to find me or call me i dont care if its 3 in the morning.

I nodded and in that moment i found my strongest friend looking as though she would fall apart because i might have died.

Promise me. She choked out

And i did "i promise" i whispered the words.

She tightly imbraced me and she heard a faint thank you.

She firmly told me that she was staying the night to make sure i kept my promise.
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So it ended well but it does not always end this way if a friend or anyone says "im fine" look them in the eye and ask for the truth or simply look for sadness once you figure out if they are fine or not take action if needed