Even though I was dating Sean and he made me happy, my arianators made me the most happiest. The way they put all their time and love in just for me is just the most amazing thing I've ever seen. My fans are just the most loving babes ever. And today they were just killing it more than ever. My NY babes had lots of presents for me at Macy's today where I was promoting my first ever fragrance, ARI. I read their letters. I cried a lot. They were just the sweetest. I don't even doubt that they love me far more than they're own parents.
"I LOVE YOU! THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE BABES!" I exclaimed as I was driving away in my tour bus.
"BYE! WE LOVE YOU! COME BACK SOON! WE LOVE YOU MOONLIGHT QUEEN!" my sweet fans screamed back.
As I was waving goodbye to them I saw a sign that said 'I Never Want Toulouse You' and pointed at it.
"YASS QUEEN!" I told the girl who was holding it. I blew her a kiss and waved goodbye. She screamed and waved back.
I will never take my fans for granted. Never. They are too much to be taken for granted for.
***********"Hi boy," I said to Toulouse. He had come out of his little spot in the backyard of where he had been chilling.
He licked my hand and I picked him up and hugged him.
Setting him down and going back in the house, I saw my sweet Nonna talking to her daughter, obviously my mom.
"Hi Nonna," I said. "I missed you."
My Nonna laughed and gave me a kiss. "I missed you too. But I'm sure Sean misses you too. He was calling about 5 minutes ago. I would've answered it, but it stopped ringing."Sean! With all the new events I had coming up, I'd completely forgot about him. My fans shower me with so much love and support, that I start to forget about everything else. They're really funny too. They love sending me the most hilarious things making me laugh the ugliest. I've never seen more greater fans.
"Omg! I completely forgot about him! I'll call him right now!" I said and hurried to my room to call him.
Sean answered on the first ring. Right away I started talking.
"Sean, I'm so sorry! I was so busy yesterday and I was so tired afterwards and--"
Sean cut me off. "Babe! Baby its okay! I promise, its all good. I know how you get caught up with your fans and your tour and all that. I'm famous too, you know. And its tiring I know. I know how it is. Don't worry about it."
I laughed. "Sorry. I should've known. But anyways, how you been?" I asked him, relieved he wasn't upset.
"I've been good for the most part. But I miss you."
"I miss you too, baby! I want to see you!"
"How about I come to your next show?"
"Omg, I would love that! My fans would love that more though, I know they would."
"Alright, babe. I'm gonna see you in a few days alright? I love you."
"Okay, Sean. Bye, I love you too."