14 and pregnant

Sara's part

So this is Sara's part and Sara's was just having her step brother baby sit her bc her parents went out to a grown up party. Sara was only 8 years old. Her step brother made sure that she had fun all day then made dinner early and when she went up stairs to use the restroom he raped her. She was screaming in his hand and then she bite him and she ran downstairs but he was a little faster. She was carried up to her bed and her tied her feet and arms to each pile on her bed and then...her ripped her cloths of and raped her until she bleed. Her had her mouth covered. She grabbed her razor blade and knife cloths blanket and sat in front of her door. She had her dresser and bed in front of her door. She then sat on her bed for like 1 minute then went to her corner of her bedroom. Then she sat there and thought about what happened ,and what would happen if she got pregnant, how would she tell her parents ,how would they react, what would they say ,what could they do. Then she took her razor blade and thought how would I raise this child w/o a father I don't want it to be called a basterd...but she just went and cut herself 12 times in a row and didn't stop. If this child wont have a father it will be bullied and I don't want it to have a life like that. When her parents arrived home they looked at the food amd said it doesn't look like she ate. Her step brother said she didn't that she ran upstairs crying. And I felt bad. So the parents went upstairs amd tried to open the door and they couldn't open it they screamed her name and she didn't open it. She got scared they were going to yell at her so she cut herself again. But this time she thought about what her said and did he held a gun to her head while raping her and said if she told anyone he would kill her and watch her die. Sara forgot to screw her window with a nail or screw and her dad and mom came in through the window. Sara jo what the Fuck why are u doing this.. said her mom. Sara jo if u really want to kill your self I can go to my moms and get a gun. Sara just cried and kept cutting herself even in front if her parents. She thought they don't even know what happened yo me and they are yelling at me well then they must not really love me like they say they do. I feel so alone in this world. The bullies... my rapist...my sister...and the rest of thus family don't care obviously because instead of trying yo help they are really tearing me apart