How did life get so complicated

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I look at Louis with confusion in my eyes.

"Heyo boobear que pasa?" Ha he hates that nickname and que pasa means what up.

"Your lucky I like you"

"What?"

"I mean like that you are a friend."

He said which in return made me sad, friend. He looked at me." Well not like friend. I mean. Gosh this is hard." He's confusion makes me laugh.

"Look otay I get it maybe. But Alex said you had to ask me something" I said trying to get off that topic.

"Yeah well ummmm you see me and the lads have to go to a movie premiere and well weallneedadateandiwaswonderingifyouwanttobemydate?"

"What say that slower."

He took a deep breath. "Okay we all need a date and I was wondering if you want to be my date?" He ask while looking down.

"I would love to."

He looked at me with the biggest smile ever.

"Really your awesome thank you so much."

"No problem what are friends for." that killed me alittle it look like it kind of killed him too. Alex and Liam came back with the food and drinks and the boys walking behind them. Well Niall was kind of jogging like the food won't be here when he gets here. That boy makes me laugh sometimes.

Liam set down the pizza and Alex sat down the drinks and sat down beside me.

"Did he ask you?" she whispered yelled.

"Why the hell you whispering its not a big of a secret."

"Whats not big of a secret?" Zayn ask.

"Ummmm well Louis ask me to be his date to the movie premiere and I said yes."

"Yay you said yes,"Alex said" oh sorry wrong time." Alex said looking down and eating her pizza.

"He ask you and you said yes." Zayn said in disbelief.

"Yeah I did, I don't see what the big deal is."

"The big deal the fucking big deal. Don't you see. Don't you see I like you gosh fucking dammit I love you. Ever since you where dating Niall. When I found out he cheated on you I knew I could treat you better thats why I told you. But then you disappeared off the face of the Earth." by this time he was standing up from his seat and my mouth was ajar" so when you say it not a big deal it is. I love you Violet. But it looks like you like Louis I'm to late again." and with that he walked away.

Oh hell no he don't he ain't going no where I stood up. But Harry tried stopping me.

" Let him breath."

"Hell no he needs someone and I ain't gonna let him wonder around a place he can get lost." I said while running to where Zayn stormed off.

I found him walking along the side of the sidewalk. I run up behind him and jump on his back.

"Oh hell no Zayniepoo you do not get away that easy." He didn't say anything back just set me down and started walking away.

I went back up to him and turned him around. He had red eyes and tears going down his cheeks. It made me cry alittle no really my eyes started watering and everything. I pulled him into a hug. He hugged back. I pulled apart to look in his eyes.

"Look Zayn I'm sorry I'm a total bitch and maybe a slut." I said truthfully. He sniffed.

" You're not a bitch or a slut. Your an awesome girl. Who is very special to me and the rest of the lads. So don't ever call yourself that cause you are not."

"But I am I made you cry and if it makes anything worse I knew you like me but then I also knew that Harry likes me and Louis. Then like yesterday I found out that I had feeling for Louis. So when he ask me to be his date I said yes. But I never thought of your feelings." I was cut off right there. Guess what cut me off guess you probably won't guess what cut me off. Come on guess. Guesssss. Otay i'll tell you.

Zaynnnnnnnnn and I got cut off by Louis saying "you like me a lot." I turned around then I turned back to Zayn if looks could kill Louis would be 6ft under. Fuck this is bad. How did life get so complicated I need a blade right now. I remember I have a blade in my bag. Maybe I can run all the way to the car get it then go to the bathroom. They may find out but that can't do anything if I lock myself in the bathroom. But can I make it, should I do it....

( Hola,

Do you think she does it? What is Zayn gonna do to Louis? What is Alex and the others gonna do to Violet if she cuts? Tell me what you think comment and tell me.

This chapter was suppost to be longer but I wanted a cliff hanger and i'm just brain dead. I think my teachers chooses now to give us a shit load of homework. So i'll try updating tomorrow for both books. Again the fucking essay that has to be 2 fucking pages. I'm tired so wove you alll byyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeee.

-Kelci)


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