Reality

Thinking Out Loud

Admit it, we all have a soft spot for someone who you can not help think about. Even after they did you wrong, didn't understand your feelings, etc. It's like an addiction. You know it's bad for you, but you can't help but going back to it. It's crazyy!! But you tried being their friend, but it seemed like you were doing all than work then BAM, you were gone out of their life. Have no idea what you didn't do. I think that's the problem. You do TOO much. Care TOO much. Your friends call you crazy because the amount of care and work you put into that person you can't help it. Love makes you do crazy things. Then, you see how fast you can be replaced as a friend or best friend. Their laughing, only not with you. Sharing their secrets with someone else. Giving the other person all their time, the precious thing they never gave you. It's like someone just launched a arrow from their bow and made a direct hit at your heart when you see them together. Their worse than Nicotine. I loss control and I Don't want it back. Example of when someone has your heart; They have they power to stop it. It's like you hate the hell out of that peeson, but you love them at the same time. Hate how much I love you. It drives you insane. But it drives you even more crazy when every time you look at them, you get this crazy drive to push them up against a fucking wall and kiss the shit outta them. It's just.... indescribable. And you think no matter what, they'll always be your friend. But ask yourself this: If they called you at 3 a.m crying, would you pick up? Would u listen to them and try to calm,them down? Or would you hang up? Despite the fact that they kicked YOU out of their lives. They made that choice. And you want to go back, but don't wanna seem desperate. (This soft spot isn't necessarily for your boyfriend or girlfriend). So what would you do?? But I'm just Thinking Out Loud

Heyy, you, guys tell me what you think of this. I know it's different from my last ones, but I decided I would switch it up and freestyle. And feel free to comment what u think and comment what else do u think I should write about, since I haven't been updating in a while. And if u are wondering the soft spot u have Dosent necessarily have to be for ur bf or gf. See you guys