Dear David...
I rarely see you, but when I do, my heart melts a thousand times. When you look into my eyes as you speak pleasant words to me, I can't help but stare in admiration. Your eyelashes are curled upwords, naturally, toward the boundless sky (which, by the way, is no competition next to you). See David, sometimes I NEED you and you're not there. It;s not your fault in any way, you hardly know I exist. I see you at the church's Unity Services, and can't help but want to be next to you, every second of it. It shouldn't be the focus of my time there, and it's not... but the feeling is inevitable whenever I see you, David.
I feel like, you don't even give me a second glance sometimes. I know Heaven and Summer are older and dress nicer and are WAY more prettier/ smarter, but sometimes I want you to be content with me, and ONLY me. Maybe you don't even like anyone at the moment.. But it really doesn't even matter nowadays. I pray for you, almost everyday David. You're just a blessing.
I wish I knew more about you, because right now I don't have much to go off from. I know you're handsome and a true gentleman. I know your sister is Ayla, and you just might have a younger brother named Jeremiah. I know you sing, and you play basketball. You've played basketball, with Matthew's babysitter, Rachel. I've heard from Priscilla that you make AMAZING pancakes, you and Dennis.
I never liked Dennis.
David, I really miss your face, if that makes any sense at all. Right now, Lee and Julian and every other guy (besides my father) is just making my life more complicated. David, I feel like life with you wouldn't HAVE to be complicated.
5/15/13
I'm sitting in ACCESS right now, and just happened to be thinking about you. I feel worthless next to Karen. But maybe it's not Julian I need. Maybe it's just you.
