In my own world

Chapter 4

" Baby grind on me.. Relax you mind take your tome on me" I wasted no time in answering my phone because I knew it would be Ty.

"Hey boo. What's up?" I asked. But it wasn't Ty. This boy had some other girl calling me up; he obviously don't know who I am. " I'm going yo need you to stop calling my man's phone please. Thanks. " This girl must've lost her damn mind. I was quick to defend my relationship with Ty. She hung up on me and then Whatsapped me. My mouth dropped to the floor at the gruesome images she sent me. Way too much details.

I can't believe he used me like that. Crying hysterically, I ran out of the house. I ran down a beaten path near the bay. The soothing sounds of the water splashing against the rocks calmed me down. My dad always told me there's serenity in the sea, when you can't see it from the shoreline, take a risk and jump in. That's exactly what I did. I allowed myself to float carelessly in the warm turquoise water.

Thunder roared as the sky lit up with bolts of lightning, signifying it was about to rain. Since I was all in my feelings as my brother would say, I decided to stay. The large drops of rain stung when it hit my skin. It reminded me of when we were back home in Nassau, I would run out in the rain and just stand there to feel the raindrops. I'd always thought that rain mwant God was crying. Today, I am sure He's crying with me over he whose name need not be mentioned.

"Serenity Hazel Mason! Girl you better get your a$$ in that house before you die of an asthma attack! " Can I ever have a moment too myself? I asked.I got out of the water and walked back to the house, making sure to take extra slow strides.

"Little girl get off my floor with all that slop and go dry off for dinner." I told her I want hungry and went to my room.

I angrily threw my clothes into my Gucci suitcase. I hate living here and I'm moving no one would dare to stop me. I looked up and saw my little sister standing there with tear stains on her face."Awee Ang what's wrong hun?"I asked ." You're going to leave me. Aren't you?" She asked looking at her toes. I just sighed and looked away; I couldn't bear to see Ang crying like that. My mind was already made up.