My wolf

Everlasting

Time......... That's what I wish I had the most. My life span is like a withered flower, soon to die........ Only in the inside.
Every memory passes threw my head like a movie, reminding me..... Taunting me.
There's not enough ice to freeze time, time keeps moving forward without hesitation of looking back.

While leaning on a tree, I huddle my legs to my chest, hugging myself to keep warmth. The ground beneath me feels cold. I stared at the blue flower in front of my feet and thinking...... How beautiful the flower looked, but it'll soon crumble to pieces.
Just like me.....

It's fall, it's cold enough to see my hot breath combine with the cold.
I'm only wearing a white night gown, not much of heat you can get from it,
But doesn't matter.
I already gave up the warmth of my body and heart, and accepted the cold, letting it flow through my body while pushing out the warmth.

Ha- and just to think Hunter would ever love me. I'm so stupid........

Dove POV

I'm so stupid to think....... That someone like him or anyone else would love me, everyone dislikes me...... Or in there words, they hate me.

Goosebumps crawled my skin, making me shiver.

Ryan and Jake are asleep, so I toke my chance to escape from there grasp and just get a little alone time.
There like my bodyguards, there around me 24/7, like bros, chill.

I stood up and walked back to the cabin.

I gripped my hand in the knob and turned. I pushed the door open and saw Jake standing right I front of me.
"What are you doing awake at this hour" Jake said with a serious voice.
"I could ask you the same".
"I was about to look for you, I saw you walk out the door. What about you".
"I just wanted a little alone time, that's all".

Jake looked at me for a moment, as if trying to figure out if I was lying or not.
"Alright".
He ruffled my hair, making it look messy.
He grabbed my hand and walked me over to the couch.
As we sat next to each other, we looked endlessly at the turned off tv in front of us.
"Do you love Hunter" he said out of the blue.
"I don't know what love is anymore".
He looked at me with a emotionless face.

Jake POV

She doesn't know what love is no more?
Well, that's what she said...
I know what she said.
Then why are you asking...
Well..... I.... shut up.

I kept a straight face, making sure I leave it emotionless, I don't want her to see my shocked face.
Your shocked face or ratchet face...
As you can see my wolf..... My wolf is something.
My shocked face
No your ratchet face.
Well, your face is my ratchet face- I mean my handsome face.
You wish it was as handsome as mine.
My wolf said with a wolffish smirk.
Mm to, your face is my face and my face is your face.
Soooooo........ My face is a ratchet as yours?!

I blocked my wolf from my head, so he couldn't talk to me, he is as annoying as-
"You, yeah, we know".

I looked at the direction I heard the voice and saw Adam.
"Am not".
"He's just silly" dove said with a gentle smile.
"Eh" Adam said while walking towards me, then sitting next to me.
"What does that suppose to mean!?".
"Nothing, just that silly isn't the right word, but stupidness fits you".
"SHUT UP!!"