Wild Hearts

part 1

I was the type for girl that always falls in love the wrong way , or with the wrong boy ! But it never works out I always end up being hurt or guilty , not that I don't feel the everyday ! Mixed feelings about me ? Yeah I know I m confusing , not depressed just confused in life . And for as long as I know this is the way it will stay . CONFUSING .Everything happens at the wrong place , the only wrong time . So I will tell you another story about how I ended up after a tragic year of love . Sit back , and enjoy the roller coaster while it lasts ! No , but seriously!

*************************************************************************************************************************************** " you're crazy! You know that right , what were thinking ? Falling in love with another guy? After all what happened ???"

_It's not my choice to fall in love ! _
-Fall in love ? You're 12 years old, you don't know what love means ! 

-Yeah yeah whatever !! Bfshoufik! (A/N I am lebanese (from Lebanon) so I will be using Arabic words through this story ! So Bfshoufik means see you later . Yay or nay? ??)

I don't hate my best friend I would just appreciate it if she showed me a little more respect and encouragement !

Big deal I love James ! Blah bla blah so what he's a year older than me ! Age is nothing but a number right ??

You probably don't know who James is , and you think I'm crazy , so here we go :

(A/N : the story sucks but bare with me it gets better . So now I'm gonna tell you about the first time James and Tali hung out ! Now James is one of those boys who always picks on girls , like no matter what age ! Kay ? ? )

'Hi , can I sit with you ?' I ask him We were on a bus going to an hotel for a long Ski trip in the mountains.

I only sat with him because my friend ditched me to go sit with someone else ! Also because , he had a fight with a friend of mine , and since we were friends she wanted me to tell her details . But the truth was the only reason why I sat with him was because the girl was soo boring ! And he understood that !

_ Um sure . You got bored so fast !
_ Uh duh , she keep on talking nonstop about you . It's annoying

_ She sent you here , so you talk to me about the problem didn't she ??

_ James , she really is hurt

_ Well I'm hurt too , I don't know her anymore !

I can see that he's upset , so I decide to change the subject .

_So , what class you in ??
_ Uh 7 E , you ?
_ Oh 6 C ( A/N hi , just wanted to clear something up , James in in seventh grade and tali in sixth . As I mentioned earlier, i am a different kind of author , so in my school , you have one class , with your friends . Teachers come and go students are not allowed to leave the class unless it's recess time ! )

- oh okay , so --

I heard my handy phone beep . - Um nsitineé ( did you forget about about me ? )?
- sry still talking

I can feel James , read the text , and something tell me he doesn't like it !