I hate you so much and you get on my nerves
Maybe you being a part of my world is what you don't deserve
Your killing me softly if you knew it or not
I have a clear smile on my face but I'm hurting a lot
Do you care that I'm bleeding on the inside?
Bags under my eyes from the many tears I cried
I need a hero to come and save me
I'm in critical condition that's a fact not a maybe
The doctors try to revive what's left in me
Giving me all types of pills and filling me with IV
The pain is to significant to explain
I try to scream but I remain the same
My heart is broken and can't be fixed
Multiple emotions are gathering in a mix
They tried bandages, needles, and a load stitches
But I'm to bad off because of my many glitches
They tried to shock me back with a defribillator
I want to be better right now not sometime later
Forgive me if my pain is too deep
Forgive me for letting me pain always seep
How can I get rid of all I feel?
I try so hard but it's just to real
Leave me here as I slowly melt away
Leave me here dying as you enjoy your day
Fake smile and too many lies
No one really know what lies behind my eyes
I want to cry and I want to scream
If it's not about you than what does it mean?
I'm slowing giving in to all of the pain
I'm losing all hope and will never be the same
Forgive me and all the wrong that I've done
I'm and not perfect I'm just one
Out of all people pain chose me
I'm not the same and I don't think I'll ever be
