I Can't Love You (Cashley)

chapter three

Ashley's p.o.v

CC hasn't been back it's been like three hours now and I was seriously getting worried now.

"Hey guys where's CC?"

They all shrugged

"Wait isn't there a bar like across the street from here?" Jinxx asked

"Yeah wow it's our first day here and he's already getting drunk" Jake laughed

I laughed too but I was really worried inside.

"Well let's go, and find him" I told the guys they all agreed and we went walking to the bar.

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Once in the bar I could see all of the hookers everywhere and for once I wasn't interesred, maybe because I have a girlfriend or maybe because I love someone.

Yeah that's it I love someone

I love someone who doesn't love me back

Someone who probably doesn't even like guys.

Do I still love tits or not?

Do I like girls?

Am I gay?

Am I bi?

Why me?

So many questions kept going on in my head. Focus Ash focus, you need to find CC.

And at last I saw him he was hunched over on the bar stool, in front of him were at least six shots six beers and two bottles of vodka!

I know CC drinks but he's never drunk that much.

Does he know that he could get alcohol poisoning!

Apparently not since he asked for another one and downed it quickly.

"Guys there he is!" I yelled over the loud music.

I was about to walk to him when I felt a tap on my back. I turned around to find a hooker. Great just my luck!

"Hey there sexy" she slurred trying to act seductive-and failing miserably-

"Uh.....hey"

"Let's say we go back to my house and you know." She smirked

"Um no thanks I'm gay" wait why did I just say that?!? Ash what the fuck!?!?!

She gave me a disgusted look and walked away.... Stupid homophobe!!!

Wait am I.......gay???