Hallucinations

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by RSerge

by RSerge

Clouds grew darker in the frozen sky

When the past comes back to life

I always feel this selfish pain

It was worthy everytime

Hold still to you once more

I'm drowning you again

I wish I don't need you in my life

But you were the part I'm missing

Chasing ruthlessly

Fighting for the love I can't have

If this love is wrong, why do I feel right?

If this love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

If this love is chaos, why are you my remedy?

If this love's detrimental, why I'm still growing up?

Walking through the path we had

Don't speak as I try to walk away

I can't tolerate this inflicted pain

But it is the only way to be with you

It was worthy to have you

Even only through in my hallucinations.

I can't let go of you in my life

And you were the one I need

Running unyieldingly

Stealing the love that is not mine

Why are you my rainbow?

Why are you my everything?

Even though you can't be mine.