I want more than to just suffice.

You asked, you begged, you cried and said you had so much to offer me. 

I fell, I believed, I smiled and said that I promised to give you the best of me.

We touched, we held, we kissed and we said we were happy now. 

You carresed, you tried, you grew angry and said I want to see all of you. 

I stopped, I froze, I stood and said that is not what I want to do.

We talked, we discussed, we yelled and you decided to wait for me. 

I'm scared! This is new to me. Please, don't break my heart! I want to live my life with you. 

I want more than to just suffice. 

You cared, you admired, you thought and then you said you were in love with me. 

I gasped, I yelped, I kissed you and said baby, I love you too. 

We sat, we talked, we made a choice and we both said I can't wait for tonight.

You removed, you laid, you waited, and you said please hurry, please. 

I undressed, I walked, I stood and I said am I beautiful? 

We kissed, we loved, we moved to the beat of our hearts and you said I will never hurt you, I swear. 

I'm so scared! This is new to me. Please, don't break my heart! I want to live my life with you.

I want more than to just suffice.

You led me on, you used, you ignored me and you said I never loved you, no I've never loved you anyway. 

I called, I cried, I hurt myself and I said I hate you, and I hate myself. 

We yelled, we glared, we parted and we said our goodbyes.

I'm not scared, anymore. This is stupid, love is a joke. You tore my fragile, little heart in two! And I still want to live my life with you.

But I can't, so I guess suicide will just have to suffice.