I was screaming mum, dont let me go away. but it was too late.....they had already put us in the car.The police was there, there was no way that we can stay. My mother still holding on to my two brothers while me and my two sisters were in the car crying and screaming, My other little brother sitting in the corner crying, has no idea whats going on then they come over and take him away.
At this point my dad was at work, my mum was home alone with all of us 6 kids. M y mum wouldn't let go of my two brothers, but in the end she had too. When all of us kids were in the car, we drove away. but we were all in different cars. When we left my mum went down to my dads work and hopped out of the police car crying and screaming "jay...they took our kids away" My mum was devistated.
We all were....at that moment my dady was angry, he went home and strated smashing things. My mum was just crying. These people that took us away from our parents took us to a building. We didnt know where we were. We were all still crying, screaming "mummmmmy....dadddddy" But they couldn't here us. I had to tell them that it was all alright and that we were all going to go back, but i knew that that was the wrong thing to say, because i knew that we weret going to go back.
At that time we were all waiting in a small room, the little ones started falling asleep, i had layed down with them....untill someone walked in and i stood up and i started screaming "HO ARE YOU...WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM US....WHERE ARE MY PARENTS AND TAKE US BACK TO THEM" but they had said was calm down. I sat down confused......Then someone came over to me and said "You and your brothers and sisters can not live with your parents anymore, im very sorry" i started screaming and throwing things but that didnt do anything,
All of a sudden all of my brothers and sisters all woke up and they all came over to me and started hugging me, we all started crying.....which made me cry aswell. They all started asking em questions like "alira, whats going on, wheres mum and dad, i want to go back to them....i miss them"
I couldn't answer, all i could do is cry and say dont worry, everything is going to be alright, My heart was pumping so hard, i was scared and i was worried. Those people had left the room. I told my brothers and sisters to go back to sleep and to have good dreams, not to think about what has just happened. I had to be there for them, I was the oldest.
It had been two hours and all my brothers and sisters were alsleep, Then those people walked in and started saying "wake up now....come on its time to go" i started screaming "dont touvh my brothers and sisters" but that didnt work so i started hitting them, that didnt work either. We were all seperated and were took into different rooms and were asked question and we were all told what was going on.
when we all came out, my brothers and sisters were all crying and and were saying "were not going back to mum and dad". Most of my brothers and sister didnt understand what was going on, all they knew was taht they were taken away from there mother and father and there not going back.
I started getting angry, but that wasnt going to change anything, Then they seperated all of us again. The 3 boys were together and the 3 girls were together. They dropped us off at a another office. There they split us all up, this time i was with my sister ocearna, the second oldest of the family, my other sister nikea went with my brother django, and my two other brothers went together, beau and jerara. We all said our goodbyes...my little brothers and sisters wouldn't let go of me but in te end they had too. That me cry. I couldn't be with my other brothers and sisters. But at least i had one of my sisters, ocearna.
These people took us to a house late at night, 10:30om. Me and my sister didnt know what to do, we didnt if we should speak or not, or if we should eat there food. we had no idea what to do. When we got into the house we went straight to bed. My sister cuddled up to me and squeezed me and wouldn't let go. That night before we fell asleep she asked me "Alira.....whe are we going to go home, i miss mum and dad, i want to go home". all i could answer with was "dont worry, mum and dad are thinking the same thing, im with you and ill keep you safe, i wont let anybody touch you, i promise, now just go to sleep and have sweet dreams, i love you".
I knew that that wasnt the answer she was looking for but i didnt want to make her even more upset.
The next day, ma and ocearna were picked up at 7:30 am and were taken to the same office that we were last time. Whe we got there, they let me and my sister ocearna have a shower, They had bought some of our clothes so we got changed into them. My sister asked me "alira, can i plesase wear some of your clothes?" and i said "yes, thats fine".
Ocearna was very sensative so she was the one i had to look out for. Couple weeks later we got used to not staying at home, but ocerana was still very sad, i wasnt sure how all the other kids were going because we were all split up, days after we started school. Ocearna amde some friends pretty quickly and that made her happy which made me happy. I found it hard during school. Some people didnt like me and i didnt know why, i was starting to get teased, and that made me angry.
Besides school i had the guts to ask the people that took us away from our parent " wy arent we seeing our other brothers and sisters?" and all they could answer was "we are trying".
A couple weeks later we saw our brothers and sistes, we were all so happy, but at the same time we were all still missing mum and dad.
After seeing my brothers and sisters they told us that we werent staying at the house we staying at the moment, they said they ahve moved us to a different house, they said that it would be fun. Me and ocearana agreed to go.
It wasnt really fun, we were taken to a house full of other children, it wasnt an orphanage it was a place called resi.
It didnt really go well there, there was alot of arguement which made ocearna cry, i had arguements with thye people that lived there, then we were pulled out of there. Whe we were oulled out of there we went to live with my two brothers, which was great we got to live with our two brothers. But not with the other two which was sad.
I had stayed there for a while but then there were some fights between the carers and i. Ocearna was perfectly fine there...she was happy. But im not sure if i was. There were alot of arguesments, at one point i strated swearing and i ran away a couple times.
In the end i was pulled out of there, and now i was all alone. I had no one with me at all, no brother and no sister, i was scraed. I was taken to another hosue, her name was cheryl. she was in her 30's. sometimes she was funny and sometimes she wasnt. There were some arguement here and there but they never got really bad. I never swore or anything.
But i had got out of control one day and that was it for me. I was devistated. I couldnt believe that i have been taken out of another house again. I just couldn't believe myself. I was taken to another house. A house with children and they were a couple. It seemed like a nice hosue, And i was right. it was a lovely hosue, lovely children and lovely parents. I ad moved schools. NO more bullying.
At that time i was perfectly happy. There were no fights at all the first few weeks. In future there were fights, some were really bad and some werent really bad. A couple months in there was a really big fight. I had run away and they didnt know where i went, they were about to call the police until the older foster child in the house had found me outside a friends house just ditting there.
That night the couple didnt want me at the house and i had to go somewhere else for a couple weeks, they said that if your not going to leave the house we will call the police, and i understood that, if your told to get out of someones house you must get out, so i did the easy way out and i got out of the house. That night i went to a house i had been to before for visits. I stayed there for a couple of weeks and then i went back to live with the couple again. I was amazed that they had given me a second chance to stay with them agaim, i thought that i was going to leave and have to meet another family and go sleep somewhere i have never been, but i didnt and i was so happy.
I love this foster family and this house, i love the people that livce inside of this house, Thanks to them i now have a god education and i go to highschoola nd i have plenty of friends. I have a plate of food on the table. and thats all thanks to them. They had changed me, and they showed me that getting angry in your life is bad and if you get angry....your not gonner get anywhere.
Today im now seeing my mum and dad everywednesday and also my lottle brother and sister, nikea and django, and every fortnight i see all of my brothers and sister including my mother and father. so at the moment everythig is great for me, i have a boyfriend and i live in a great house.
I have relised that if you try.....you will get there some day.
HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED IT, ITS A TRUE STORY O0F MY LIFE AND ITS ME SPEAKING IN THE STORY.
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