Savior (1)

Lead Me Out Of The Dark-8

"Hello?" I pick up my phone.

"Scar?" A drunken Ash asks.

I freeze. this couldn't be happening. All I could think about is him at this moment. Our past. Him right now. is he okay? of course he is.. he's been out parting. duh.

"Did you get ahold of her?" I hear CC and Jake ask Ash.

"Yeah. I think so." he slurs. I hear him sigh and a choked sob. "I-I miss you Scar. I need you.. I looked for you for two months! two! I about beat the shit out of Jay because I heard you the other day. ca-can I come get you? can you come home?" by the end of his little speech I could hear him crying.

"Stop." is all I say. I sigh and walk back into the house. I go to my room and lay down. he was still crying. "I. Said. To. STOP." I heard him stop crying.

"I need you.." that was when I broke. I love him. but he broke me too many times.

"Prove it." is all I said before I hung up.

The door to my room opens and Raygan comes in and lays down beside me. "Who was that?" she asks. I look down at her and wonder if I tell her or not. "Was it Ash?"

"yeah.." I mumble. she nods and kisses me. I smile and kiss her back. it soon went from kissing to a make out session to much more.

but it wasn't right.

it wasn't with Ash.

we were in the middle of doing it when Jay walks in. "Sc- Oh shit... uh.. 3-way?" he asks laughing. "Just kidding but Scar, we're leaving tomorrow. so consider this as your good-bye gift Raygan." He said looking at Raygan.

"Wait. you cant choose what she does!" she yells at him.

"She leaving and it's final!" He yells back at her. with that he left.

I feel Raygan start to shake under me and I kiss her head. I don't know what else to do. I miss him but I'm scared to leave Raygan.

Then an idea came to me.

"Ray Ray?" I mumble, holding her close.

"D-don't leave me." she starts to cry harder.

"I won't. Come with me?" she looks up at me with her big brown eyes. I knew my eyes were black, I could feel it. they only did that when I was mad. and she knew so.

she leaned in and kissed me full on and it calmed me down. we had our fun. and then went to bed.