Gives & Giveups

3

Jazz Pov

"The show was great, you nailed it" says Tid. We were out now as you know we were surrounded by fans don't worry my body guard handling it quite easily. "It was truly great working with you" Jazz says Stuart my drummer. I plastered a smile on face and nod at him.

I can see my fans screaming going crazy when they watched me coming from exit door that were my bouncers leads me towards my car. I neither sign an autograph nor pose for pictures holding them. It's a bit uneasy for me being rude, it fits me anyway. I should have my own privacy I found Tid posing for cameras I took hold of him and drag him towards our car while whispering "let's get out of here."

We are in my SUV were my manager Owen driving. We quickly changed our dress. I put on a brown wig and small French style beard. Tid is wearing white and same the beard as mine. I'm wearing a white T-shirt and blue jeans, Tid wore grey T-shirt and dark jeans.

We ended up in a boring club that I don't hold any interest. Tid insisted me to go. So here we were.

"Come-on-man, let's go and dance" said Tid.

"No I'm good" I said. Tid loves to be a famous he like it that way, as if for me I'm completely opposite from him.

Tid understood and join the bunch. The one and only best thing about Tid is he won't argue.

As Tid joins the crowd, I watch people having fun, dancing, laughing, drinking, feeding, etc., why can't I have fun like they! Why can't I have a normal life like them. I feel sorry for myself, I should put on a mask to act normal in front of these innocent persons.

I have a happy family till before that one night took all my shades of my liveliness.

Yes, that night changed our lives. It is entirely because of her "Mrs. Jenny Miller" my mum. She is my happiness and true love to my Dad "Robert Miller."

She gave away 2 years ago in a car accident I will never be the same as I was before. When someone loved dies, that part with you dies as well. You can't live with that memory with anyone else.

My view of the world changed forever. Before mum died, I was happy, alive and more importantly, my dad talks to me, we use to hang out together we use to be best pals.

Everyone knows me as a Pop Start. Deep inside there is one thing I will always miss, My Dad now the only thing he cares about is his business.

With the thought of my parents tears start rolling in my eyes, now I can't stay here any longer. This loud music, making things worse, and seeing all these people I'm starting to be sick now.

I clench my jaw tight and moved straight towards Tid said "I have to go now."

He noticed tears rolling in my eyes and says "we should talk tomorrow."

I simply nod and came out.

I'm riding my brand new black color Porsche car. I don't know where to go now. 15 minutes of drive I can able to slow down my car and fell out a signal and staring the lights of the New York City.

All of a sudden there is a guy middle of the road "Shit!"

My car almost touched him I rolled my windows down "hey, watch it idiot" I yelled at him.

He barely stands on his feet, waved a hand towards me and went on. I rolled my eyes and start my car, and so I heard someone yelling. I shook my head and my world stops right in front of me when I caught a white bike.

My heart skip's a beat I saw the same black and white color helmet with white color jackets and a brace of jeans. I pinch myself Lil "ouch" this is real that mean she is not a God, neither Angle that saved my spirit on the day.

She is right in front of me with the same bike, shouting at that guy. She took off her helmet.

I gasped as she ways her head vigorously, curls flopped down round her face, sparkling green eyes staring towards that drunken guy with a confused look, and moves her pretty pink lips says "watch it idiot".

That guy sees her face and falls in front of her motorcycle. "Oh shit!" She says placing her helmet on a bike came to help that individual.

She tried to help him. She can't make it, he is too heavy and looks out for help and fined me in front.

"Hey, a little helps here! Dead men on the road," she took in a pleased voice. Her voice is so sweet that increases my heart-beat little by little.

I quickly node we both carried him and placed him nearby bench. She quickly went towards her bike, gets some water and sprinkles some on his face. He quickly mumbles some words, and falls back once more.

I can see she is vexed about him, "you don't need to worry about him, it's precisely the overdose of alcohol effect" my words slowly escaped from my lips.

"Are you sure about it" She said, turning around slowly.

"I'm positive" I smirk at her.

"Oh, thanks for the help bye" she said walking backwards.

"What?" She was already leaving. I just found her, now she is leaving me again. What should I do now? I asked to myself again. You stupid go ask her name said my inner voice.

Um... I'm searching for proper word idiot say something/anything to stop her, for God sake speaks my inner voice shouting in my head.

I can hear a car coming straight towards her, with that thought I hold her hand and I forced her towards me.

"SON OF A BITCH" I yelled as loud as I could and we lost control.

I opened my eyes after hitting the ground. She is on top of me holding my T-shirt tightly, her hair flows all over my face. I can feel her breath on my chest. My one arm holding her arms, another one is on her waistline.

My heart was thumping like it wanted to burst a hole through my chest in order to get away. My breathing began to grow shallower and I was struggling to get a good breath into my lungs. What am I gonna do?

I shut my eyes and concentrated on trying to calm my heart. I let out a slow breath. I faced at her face, which is covered with her hair I slowly lifted a hand to tuck some loose curls back behind her ear. She slowly opens her eyes and looks at me with those beautiful perfect green eyes and drew herself up says "thanks for saving me". She gave a hand for me to stand I hold her perfect smooth warming hand and looked at her with a grin she returns it pulls me up. I stood there gazing at her blankly.

"By the way my name is Jaz" I say still holding her hand.

"Um..., I'm Jessi I guess I should be leaving right away, thanks for the help" she says little bit worried. I let go of her and she turns around leaves

She wears helmet waves once more towards me and leaves me there all alone.

She leaves me alone in the middle of nowhere. Yet, I can picture her eyes worried. What do I do next? I thought to myself, where should I start.

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