Deadwater Taehyung (V) fanfic

I'll never know, but I'll hold you.

It was the weekend and this was the first time you weren't rejoicing. This Friday night wasn't like the rest. You would be out having fun. Instead you waited at your house. Taehyung was suppose to be "making it up to you" but you just wanted to know if he was okay.

You heard a small knock at your front door and instantly knew it was him. While, getting up you prepared yourself for his emotional detachment. As the door opened he looked up at you with a small smile. His hands were tucked in his pockets and he stood with his head slightly tilted.

You were still a little upset with him. However, that fact that he actually came made you forget about the past, momentarily. You hugged him and he slowly brought his hands up to your back. He rested his chin on your head and rocked slowly. "I'm sorry." He mumbled with sorrow in his voice.

You pulled out of the hug to look at him. "I just want you to be honest." You said as you locked the door behind you. He grabbed your hand you began to walk down the pavement. When you two arrived at Taehyung's car he opened the passenger door for you. You got in the car and observed his every move until he got in the car. After putting your seatbelt on you watched him as he look forward. His face was blank however, you could tell something was bothering him.

To lighten the mood you turned on the radio. A really old song was on and it sounded really familiar. "Hey, isn't this the song that your dad likes?" You asked Taehyung while turning the volume up. Taehyung looked at you with weary eyes and you instantly cut the music down. You placed your small hand on his shoulder and then moved to cup his face. "There's something you're not telling me. I need to know what's wrong, you're scaring me." You wanted to yell, you wanted to shake the truth out of him.

Why was it so hard for him to tell you? Wasn't this the person that always ran to you when something went wrong? What changed? Taehyung closed his eyes and shook his head. Your eyes followed the movement of his head and he let out a whimper. You knew that he was about to cry. It was something you were always able the sense by that one small whimper.

At the sound of his whine, you unbuckled your seatbelt. He leaned into you and you wrapped both of your arms around him. You were there, you were there for him no matter what. It'll always be this way. Regardless of the problem. The fact that you had no idea what was wrong made you scared. It made you feel like you could possibly be the source of his sadness. There were so many times Taehyung leaned to you for support but he never was this upset. He never cried so hard. He's never held onto to you with such silence or lack of explanation.

Soon after Taehyung, you began to cry. You just really wanted him to be okay. "T-tae, just tell me what's wrong." You tried to control your voice, so that he wouldn't see the effect his sadness had on you.
"My dad. He left us." You heard him mumble under his cries. You wanted to ask him so many questions but you thought it would be better to just comfort him. He rubbed his back as he clutched yours.

Now, Taehyung was a mess and he was your mess. You made it your job to take care from him and shelter him from more pain. You kissed his head as it laid softly on your chest. You ran your hands through his now messy hair. You loved this distressed boy with all of your heart and nothing would change that. You knew he was really close to his dad. This made you realize how he may never change, how he will forever be impacted my his father's absence.

You didn't know what he meant by "he left us". It could mean two things to you. However, you prayed that it was not death. It seemed so unreal to think about but you never saw Taehyung cry this much, so you knew they're was way more to find out. You kissed his head and he shivered at your touch. "P-please, just don't leave me." The amount of tears on your face multiplied immensely at his plea. You couldn't take seeing him like this.

A/n: v_my_hero Hopefully,this doesn't make you too sad. Ily.