I sighed and laid down in bed. Axel and I are okay now but I'm still kinda mad at him. It was really embarassing. Oh well, I should probably go and check on Roxas now. I got up and exitted my room. I walked down the hall to his room and knocked gentley. I heard a groan and opened the door.
Me: I'll take that as a come in.
I saw Roxas on his bed with his eyes closed and covered up with a blanket. I grabbed the chair from his desk and brought it over to his bed. I sat down and gentley held one of his hands. It was soft and warm and I subconciously held it a bit tighter. I looked at his relaxed face and noticed how adorable he looked. He was like a small child sleeping after a day of much activity. He was so calm. All I wanted to do was kiss him right then. I knew that that would be wrong so I just kissed his cheek. His eyes fluttered open and he saw me there. I noticed a small tint of pink come to his cheeks and a blush crept up mine, too.
Me: Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you...
Roxas: It's okay, I don't mind.
Me: But you need your sleep.
Roxas: I don't want to sleep.
Me: You can be so stubborn sometimes, you know that, right, Roxie?
Roxas: Yeah, but so can you.
Me: Touché...
Roxas chuckled and it made me giggle. We locked eyes and I looked away quickly, my blush becoming deeper. It must be so obvious! I thought. He must know already...
Little did I know that Roxas was thinking along the same lines. I looked at the time and gasped. It was getting late! I had to go and help with dinner. It's part of what I did every night.
Roxas: What's wrong, Xana?
Me: Nothing, I just remembered that I have to go and help with dinner. I'll come back and bring you some soon.
Roxas: Okay.
He sounded kind of sad but I just shrugged it off. I replaced the chair at the desk and exitted his room making my way down to the kitchen. I saw that I was the only person today so I got straight to work. I decided to make breakfast for dinner. I cooked up a lot of pancakes, bacon, sasuage, waffles, and bagels. Once I was done and had everything set up on our massive table I walked into the hall with all of our bedrooms and said loud enough for everyone to hear, "Dinner's ready!" Then I walked towards where Saïx and Xemnas's rooms are and Told both of them that dinner was done then headed to the dining room to grab a plate for Roxas. I made up the plate and headed towards his room. I knocked and got no response. I opened the door and saw that he was sleeping. I smiled at his cuteness and pulled up the desk chair again except this time I set the plate and silverware on it. I left his room and went to mine. I normally don't eat dinner so I just spend my time in my room while everyone else eats. I turned on my music and started dancing around and singing loudly. After a little while I heard a loud knock on my door, and it must have been very loud if I heard it over my music. I turned it down a bit and opened my door. I saw Saïx standing there in the doorway with an aggravated look on his face. He stepped into my room and closed the door.
Me: Ummm, Saïx? May I ask why you're here?
Saïx: No reason, just to say that your music is too loud.
Me: Okay, well, I turned it down so is that all?
Saïx: No, I... need... something
Me: Okay? What would that be?
He didn't answer but he did smirk. My eyes widened and I felt cold metal clasp around my wrists. I was about to scream but he cut me off with his lips. I tried to push him off but I couldn't. He pulled out some duct tape and broke off the kiss. He put the tape over my mouth and started to tear off my dress and I tried to resist but Saïx just slapped me. He finished removing my clothes and took off his. He got out more handcuffs and put one around my right wrist and the other side to my headbord. The he unlocked the other one on that wrist and locked it to the other side of the headboard. I was now naked, vulnerable, and scared. Saïx ripped the tape from my mouth and shoved his dick in it. He commanded me to give him a job and I did as I was told. He cummed in my mouth and I was utterly repulsed. He took himself out of me and I spit the cum out. He replaced the tape and started to massage my boobs and lick my woman's area. I couldn't do anything, I forced myself not to moan. So he went inside me and I started crying, not just from pain but from the sadness that I lost my virginity to this distgusting old pervert. Once he had finished with me he got dressed, unchained me, and left. I took the tape off and put on a bra and some underwear. I was in immense pain and started bawling. Someone heard me crying and knocked on my door. I muttered a "Come in" through my sobs. Xion came in and closed the door. She saw me and the mess that was all over the bed and floor.
Xion: What happened?!
Me: S-Saïx r-r-rap-ped m-me!
My sobs got even louder and Xion gasped loudly. She couldn't believe what I had just told her yet she knew that it was true. She was in shock but hugged me and started to cry with me.
Awwww! What a sad ending! D: I hate Saïx, he just creeps me out. I get a rapist vibe from him. Domo arigato and ja mata ne!
