Take me with you...( A Louis Tomlinson fanfic)

Time will tell

Louis POV

So me and Suze have been toghether for a while now. I honestly love her to bits but after not being in a relationship for so long i forgot its not always fun and games. She can be very moody and i always ask myself what i've done. But most of the time its just a moodswing. I don't realise it but i can be cranky too. When i am cranky, i really don't want to talk to anyone. Not because i am angry, but thats just how i deal with things. When you fall in love with eachother. You get into a kind of honymoon phase. You can't get enough of each-other. Even when the other person sneezes you thinks its perfect and your all like: "It's so cute how the boogies bungle down your nose". It really is like that. But when that phase wears of, you realise the responsibilities and the flaws of that person. You don't love them any less or something, but reality kicks in. And you can't be lovey dovey all the time. Sometimes i wish life was a movie. They never got tired of the same routine. They never had the same routine! When you are in a relationship you also have to compromise. A lot. Me and Suze both have a strong personality and are hard-headed. So we hardly agree on anything. She needs to keep my dislikes and likes in mind too! I am atleast trying to make it work and listen to her conditions, whereas she couldn't care less. She doesn't want to "change" for anyone. But my intention is not too change her my intention is too make some rules for our relationship. Because i can defiantly see a future with her. I hope she does too. But what can i do now? Only time will tell....

I see life as a test. Either you accomplish it or either you fail. And if there is one thing i don't like it's failure. And even more important i can't loose the love of my life. I need to make my relationship fresher and make the butterfly appear again. I am always serious in relationships, but i have never been this determined! Oh Suze what have you done to me? I keep on asking myself questions. Please brain don't fail me now. I can do this, how hard can it be? I'll just ask someone and look up for tips. We will be okay Suze, Won't we?