TRIGGER WARNING I WILL/DO TALK ABOUT SELF HARM AND SUICIDE AND EATING DISORDERS AND RAPE. I WILL MENTION BLOOD AND PURGING IF YOU SUFFER FROM ANY OF THESE THINGS OR ARE EFFECTED PLEASE DO NOT READ.
I'm currently 14 and I'm a freshman at Neshaminy High School (I hope no one from there finds this because that would suck) I have bipolar depression, anxiety, panic attacks, and I suffer from self harm. As of right now I am 24 hours clean. I don't cut anymore I simply burn, I find more please and pain from burning. I have second degree burns on my wrist, upper arms, thighs, and hips. I don't cut anymore because I play basketball and they are noticeable. I am simply writing this because I have no where else to let out my emotions, I like doing it this way because no one knows who I am. Major thing right here: music has helped me through so much I would not be here today if it was not for it. I know people think I just say that, but I really mean it saved my life.
That's a story for another time.
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what you thought about all of the things I write and I hope you all make it through tonight.
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The mind of a depressed teenager.
RandomThis is were I will write what I feel and my problems and rant about how messed up I am.
