We went from 2am phone calls to no calls at all , pretend it doesn't bother be but I guess you gotta let people go
Everyone isn't permanent
You taught me what kind of man I deserved and I thank you, every lesson isn't bad and this one was good .. Maybe we'll cross paths again I mean ..after all you did say so many futuristic things to me but we all have mouths and we call can speak what we feel..
But if takes effort to show actions..
We always had communication problems and even though we wrote through poetry I was always feeling you , so this is to you
No more secret words , overt instead
I wanted to get naked for you , dreamed of you touching me everywhere
And I wasn't talking about taking off my clothes I meant you exposing my mind while your intelligence rubs every bit of my soul..
I experienced that .. You were my first , took my virginity of deep mind orgasms ..
I didn't know what to say , I whispered , you heard , now it's overt words .. I wish I could hear you say my name ..
Maybe I should speak , but I've got too much pride and it kills me to know that you're moved on and I'm happy for you .. Truly I am
I've tried but Ima woman , emotions run deeper than skin but to the bone..
You picked my mind & questioned my words , you never challenged me you just observed how I thought ..
I see your photos more than ever now , yes you still are fine .. Remember when I used to fall asleep to your voice at 2am ?
U would get me to a level I've never reached , when I was with you not only did I become wet but my heart burned at the temptation to speak more to you ..
I didn't know what to say , I whispered , you heard , now it's overt words .. I wish I could hear you say my name ..
Didn't think it was love , I know you now
But we did that musiq soul child thang and chilled , we did that Maxwell thang and got to know one another ..
I sure did put a spell on you ..
I'm sorry this is so much at one time but you have no idea the battles I've fought in my head to be writing this now .. What happen ?
Did I upset you ?
Did I say something wrong ?
Was it because I was too young ?
Why didn't you just speak to me ?
..you never texted back
It's torture thinking of you and me knowing if you did the same , it's hell having to suppress feelings you wish weren't there ..
I wish I didn't feel this way but aye life is filled with unwanted emotions and when they come we have to learn how to surf ..
I didn't know what to say , I whispered , you heard , now it's overt words .. I wish I could hear you say my name ..
I gotta get over you and I know that , it'll hurt me to lose everything I've ever wanted but if it's best for you and I then I'll do it and I won't shed a tear or turn to say goodbye ..
I didn't know what to say , I whispered , you heard , now it's overt words .. I wish I could hear you say my name ..
I wanted to get naked for you , have you fuck my brains out .. I sure was looking forward to that
And I'm not talking about taking off the clothes I mean give me straight knowledge as you fingered my mind ..
My orgasms sure were very logical replies
I didn't know what to say , I whispered , you heard , now it's overt words .. I wish I could hear you say my name ..
I still envision you on and on inside of me when ms. Badu plays
Maybe one day we will speak again & maybe one day we can talk about why we did what we did and the reason for it .. But I knew it would be like this ..I'm too young for you and I know you need a real woman , not a girl growing into one ..
Funny though how everything you looked for in those women , I already had
I just wonder if you still read my poetry , watch my videos or even see my photos ..
I didn't know what to say , I whispered , you heard , now it's overt words .. I wish I could hear you say my name ..
