Be Brave to Love Me

Untitled Part 11

Summary of previous chapter:

Kim and Rath love each other but they do not dare show on public since it can affect Rath's career, so whenever they go somewhere, they need their friends.

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kim's pov: 

Our love has been in several months and sometimes it does not go smoothly since i have to hide my love to my baby. I text her. On the text: 

Me: Good afternoon, my love. I miss you. 

Rath: i miss you too my baby... Wanna kiss you.. :3

Me: nah, you're gonna make me miss you more. I wanna meet you now.

Rath: so sorry that i am not free for you. But this evening i will be free, how about dinner together?

Me: yeah yeAh, at my house then, i will be a cook tonight. 

Rath: okay, see ya tonight. I have to go now. Bye.... Kiss ya....

Me: okay.. Love you... 

I am so happy, and i will cook her favourite dish, plus bake a cake. She really loves cake and sweet things. After working for hours, i realize that it is time for me to go shopping for grocery. 

Rath's pov: 

After completing the show, i check the time and it is 7:30pm. And i know Kim will wait for me to have dinner together. I am preparing my stuff. Then someone is calling my name, and i see my coworkers and director are walking to me. " hey, Rath, are you going home?" My director asks.

" mmmm yes" i reply. 

" no. You can't go. Today is my birthday, and now we will eat out together. " he smiles to me.

" but.." All of my coworkers interrupt me and all of them insist me to go until i cannot deny it. 

Then i decide to text Kim. 

" hello my baby, i might be late as my colleagues celebrate a birthday for the director and they insist me going until i cant deny it. But i will try my best to be back home early. Sorry... Love ya." I press send and go with them. I wait to see her reply, but i see none and i call to her many times, but she doesnt pick up. I am so worried but i cant leave now. Until 11:00pm, i arrive home and i see Kim sitting on couch. "Why dont you pick up my call?" 

She turns to look at me but say nothing, until I increase my voice, ''why dont you pick up my call or reply my text, don't you know how i am worried about you.'' I look at her eyes directly.

''Why don't you reject with them, don't you dare to tell them you have dinner with your girlfriend?'', finally she says to me.

''Why do you say like this? You never how hard i am.'' I turn to look at the wall.

''Oh i see, loving is hard for you, sorry.'' Then she opens the door and leaves. 

I can do nothing, but to cry and lock myself in the room until i fall a sleep.