i wonder
i wonder every day
if happiness is really so far away for me
it seems like i am the last in line for a granted wish
it seems like i am the only one who never felt true happiness
Am i the only one that feels this way
Am i the only one that sees everyday in a les than ordinary way
optimistic or pessimistic no one knows
i hide my thoughts and pain everyday
if they knew my thoughts they'd see me a different way
they think i'm innocent but I'm not
if only they could see my thoughts or the past that i try so hard hide
from the world
the extraordinary girl in an ordinary world
but the truth is the ordinary girl in an extraordinary world
