Part 5
The next day I was sitting in the cafeteria with Shania and I started telling her about my plan. I could tell by the excitement in her facial expression that she is definitely into doing this over the summer. After a few minutes we got a pass to the computer room. Once we got to the computer room I grabbed two computers next to each other. We both started looking up everything we needed to know about trying to meet them but the biggest problem on my mind was him not finding me pretty or him thinking I'm creepy. I never want to creep him out but along with those feelings came other feelings. While I worried about coming off creepy, I had a feeling of him not thinking I was creepy and him not even thinking and just falling in love with me right then and there but I honestly was just worried for the outcomes.
Later that night I called Shania and told her how I felt and she kept making me think positively, which was what I needed. As we were talking, I came up with the idea of singing the song I wrote for him while my dad plays the guitar if we go follow them. I ran it by Shania but even after I told her, I was contemplating on it. "Why does this have to be so difficult?" I asked myself aloud making Shania think I was talking to her. She replied "Don't worry, I'm sure you'll come up with something. Either way, I'm sure he'll like you for you." I started blushing, smiling, and even giggling, surprised at what Shania had said. She just made my night. Soon after, we both had to hang up because it was getting late.
