Indescretions.

I've come to see that things aren't always as they seem. You can believe that you are riding that high but in reality you are on a downward spiral that nobody can stop but yourself. These are the things that I have come to take notice of over the months.

I thought that my life would be simple and that everything would work accordingly as planned but that was before everything. I knew that I shouldn't put myself in this situation. Loving this boy again was only going to cause me harm but I couldn't stop. It was the way he said my name, the way he showed me he cared when he could barely stand to talk to a group of people, the way he was so conservative but it only made him stick out that much more in my world. I couldn't help myself. I was drawn like a moth to a flame. Just something about us that made me want to grab hold of the fairy tale and run.

" Hey Zach, how goes it?" I asked.

Those eyes looked up at me and smiled. " It goes good, why do you ask good lady?"

Mmm, the way he looked at me just took everything that I had inside, I cleared my throat hoping he wouldn't notice my uncertainty.

"Nothing in particular. Just wanted to know silly." I gave him the best smile I could and walked away. The way he watched me with a smile. It was as if he knew my secret and was waiting for the flood walls to break. Therefore exposing everything I have been figuring out for weeks now. I knew him though. This wasn't our first go around the park. 

It didn't take him but minutes to make his way over to me. "So what are you doing after school today Jasmine?" I smiled internally of course.

"Well actually ... I have quite a busy day ahead of me. You?" He looked kind of stunned with my answer. I wasn't sure what that face meant at the moment but before I could think any longer he gave me something to think about. He grabbed my chin and pulled my face towards him. " Za .. ch.. Zach... what a- are you do- doing?" He wouldn't stop looking in my eyes and it was making me so hot that I could feel myself starting to get wet.

"I was just making sure you weren't lying to me, that's all." I didn't realize it but I was holding my breath. How could he do this to me? I just didn't understand.

"Uhhhmm, well ye .. yeah. I .. I don't kno .. know what to .. sa ... say right now."

The smirk on that face was just too irrestible. He knew what he was doing; no doubt about that. "Why don't you say that you will spend the day with me, silly?" His lips had a way of caressing every word so sweetly. I could only wonder about the pleasure that they could bring to my body. I could feel my face getting hotter as the thoughts raced. Could he notice? Oh goodness. This was just to embarassing.

"Is that a yes?" Oh god, I couldn't even talk. My mouth was just to dry but my panties sure weren't. I nodded my head figuring that would do the job. He quickly walked away whispering "I'll be waiting my dear after school, don't you worry."

He slowly worked his way out the room. How could he do something so sly and walk away as if nothing had happened at all? I wiggled in my seat. Goodness, my body just couldn't control itself and I still had one hell of a day to go. Raising my hand I asked the teacher if I could dismiss myself to the bathroom.