why me????

dead.

                                                                                      Justice POV

I woke up and did my morning routine I was wearing my moms old white floral dress and I hoped I wouldn't get it dirty so I got through the morning but I did get my daily beating as the boys called it but I didn't get any blood on my dress and I walked into lunch as I walked in mahogany asked what happened and of course I told her but when I finished I felt a cold reddish purple spill on my dress I looked up to see Taylor Caniff jack g jack j Nash and Hayes Cameron Aaron Shawn carter and matt they started calling me names but one got to me matt told me to go die I finally had enough and I said YOU GUYS CANT LET ME HAVE ONE GOOD DAY MY MOM DIED I WEAR HER DRESS AND YOU GO AND RUIN IT WELL IM DONE  AND MATT THINKS FOR THE ADVICE MAYBE I WILL after that I walked outside and so did the boys I saw a semi coming it was a little far but oh well they will get what they want i stood in the road waiting for the semi but someone tackled me I looked up to see Taylor WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING he yelled and I yelled back I WAS TRYING TO MAKE YOU GUYS AND ME HAPPY SO NOW YOU NEED TO GET UP  all the boys looked at me in shock but matt just look sad I walked up to and said what not happy I didn't get hit!? n-no I just please forgive us please. you think sorry will cut it well your wrong I cut because of you so your gonna need to try harder! all the guys asked if I really cut I said yes but I had spandex and a t shirt on under this I took off the dress all the guys just stared at me what I said n-nothing all the guys said I lifted up my t shirt and showed the one under my  belly button piercing it said forever ugly i...... said the boys