flows through my blood like a parasite.
I close my eyes for a little while.
you get closer and closer as I'm frozen still.
my breath is labored.
my body still.
you hands start to run about me.
no
I plead
you go on.
forced to lay here and whimper as a tear slides down my face.
stop
no
I beg.
you go on.
clothes start to shed and I cry a little louder.
no
stop
you never listen.
snap
my eyes open.
your memories haunt me.
your touch.
I see you everyday.
my heart tightens.
fear.
my fear of you is frightening.
but I'll never tell a soul..
