Rainy day

Chapter one

" Let her go you bastards! Leave her alone!" I yelled again. I started to struggle again trying to break free from blondes grasp. Derrick started to go up the girls skirt. I knew that what I said next would be a huge mistake. But I couldn't stay there watching the way he hit her. " Leave her alone! Please . You can do anything to me... I'll have sex with you! I'll do anything but please just let her go!" I knew this was a huge mistake... " Ha ha ha! You heard that Sota? I'm down for this " Derrick let go of the girl. She gasped for air and got up quickly and began to run. She looked back at me and mouthed " I'm sorry ". I knew this was the right thing to do. This was nothing compared to that bloody night my family went through. " Lets go. Not here. A different place would be much better" said Sota whispering in my ear. He grabbed my arm with a strong grip. I struggled again trying to get away from his grasp but it was not use. I wasn't getting out this one . I knew it.

When we got to the room Sota pushed me to the floor. " Take it all off bitch, hurry! " he demanded. I was still a virgin and I was so afraid of what was going to happen to me. I laid on the floor frozen, unable to move. I did not want to have sex with these people. I was not ready. I did not want to loose it this way. " Did you not here him bitch? Take it all off so we can get to the fucking! " Derrick ripped my skirt apart and began running his hands up my skirt and all over my legs . I wanted to scream and run away. My years began to roll down my cheeks, I was so afraid. But, for some reason, I kept in mind that this is nothing compared to what my family went through, compared to there wounds, the bloody river, the gun shots... This was nothing. Sota began to unbuckle his belt and then ripped through my shirt. He un strapped my bra and Began running his hands all over my body moving Derrick away. " Mmm this is going to be fun..." He whispered into my ear. My vision began to blur and I looked at the door hoping somebody would run in bursting to my rescue, but I couldn't hope for that because this was nothing compared to what happened that night. Sota started to go up my ripped skirt and pulled on my underwear, I flinched and then Derrick pinned me down by my shoulders. Sota ran his hand one last time through my hair and then ---

The door swung open or so I thought it did. My mind was a blur and I was still frozen on the ground. For some reason the persons face was unclear but I could see that 'he' was swinging wildly at both Sota and Derrick. Swinging like a wild animal, yelling in their faces, bruising them up. 'HE' came to my rescue. I laid there frozen in fear, I could hear screams and punches, desks falling and I could see 'him' fighting. The bloody night kept replaying through my head, those two men looking for me kept popping up, my familys bodies ... The last thing I remember was 'him' calling my name. " Saki! Saki! Are you okay!? Saki!! " his voice... Seemed so familiar. It seemed like a friendly voice, the warmth of it felt soft against my ears, and I remember smiling and closing my eyes...

" Mommy? Mommy!!! " He shot her, shot her through the skull, shot her where it would instantly take her life away. " NOOOOO!!!!!!"

I woke up abruptly and looked around. I rubbed my head , it hurt so much. I looked around and realized I was in the nurses office. For and instant I couldn't remember what happened before but then a rush of memories came back and I remembered what was going to be done to me. Then all of a sudden that voice I heard before I passed out. I remember seeing the male figure swinging at those bastard Sota and Derrick. I still couldn't make out who it was. I looked at my arms and realized I had marks all over from the pressure Sota was putting on my arms.

" Misaki..." His voice. It came back. Was I hearing things? I turned to the side where the couches were and I saw ' Him ' . It was Aro. Was it Aro all along who defended me from both Sota and Derrick? Did he take them out all by himself? " What the hell were you thinking Misaki?! " Aro raised his voice at me. Something he never did. I knew I was going to be in some deep crap.

" I... " Aro cut me off before I could explain myself. " You? YOU NOTHING! Misaki! What the heck were you thinking offering yourself to those guys like that?! What on earth were you thinking? Now what if no one came to your rescue? Do you know how messed up you would be right now? Are, are you an idiot or what?!" He was yelling at me now. He never yelled. This was a part of Aro I wish I didn't meet. For some reason I felt a pain in my chest, and then that bloody night kept replaying in my mind. I suddenly got the courage to speak. " Stop.. Stop yelling at me dammit! You don't understand me! Nobody does! I could careless to what would've happened to me in that room no matter how damn scared I was! You want to know why? Because its nothing compared to what my family had to go through when they were stabbed and shot to death! Why didn't I die along with them! I blame myself for not doing anything! I should have yelled for help! I shouldn't have ran! I should have stayed there and died with them! You don't understand!!!!! Helping this girl could be the least I could've done for anyone going through hell!!! You don't understand me Aro! " My tears rolled down and made a puddle on my hands. I felt so much hatred towards myself. I didn't understand why I was crying, why I was yelling at someone who all they did was care for me. My palms faced my face, " I deserve so much sadness and more " I sobbed into my palms and wished to disappear and be with my family. Nothing, absolutely nothing will matter to me anymore unless it was to be with my family.