"I'm leaving. I need to get out of here." I said.
"Vic, do you need me to take you somewhere?" Kellin asked.
"No, the argument last night.. I just need to move out. Cool off for a while." It hurt so much to say this to him.
"V-vic, don't do this. The argument meant nothing. I was just stressed out with the band, and making the new album, and I was drunk. I didn't mean anything I said." Part of me wanted to believe him but it was just a lot to handle.
*Flashback*
I was sitting on the couch watching TV. I heard a noise in the kitchen so I got up, curiosity getting the best of me. In the kitchen was a drunken Kellin getting something to eat.
"Kellin, you should lay down. I'll get you food." It surprised me that he was drunk because he hates when other people get as drunk as he is now.
"Don't talk to me, just shut the fuck up!" Kellin sneered.
"S-sorry I'll just go." his words had taken me aback.
"No you won't! You can just leave when things get too hard for you. You walk away from all your problems and you don't care who you hurt in the process! I don't even know why I'm still with you. I should've left you a long time ago. You know that time when I found you in the bathroom with cuts on your wrists and blood pouring out from you?! I was going to leave you then but Matty convinced me you would hurt yourself even more so I didn't leave because I felt sympathetic for your sorry ass." I was beyond shocked. Was I really that hopeless?
"Kellin, please stop." I was in tears now.
"Get out of my face, I don't want to talk to you." Kellin pratically growled.
End Of Flashback*
Here I was, missing him but hating him at the same time. It's been two months since I left him for good and I feel miserable. He was supposed to be the love of my life. He's right - he always is- I run from my problems just like I ran from this one. I was interrupted when I got a call from Justin.
"Hey Justin."
"Wrong. It's Jack."
"Well, hi Jack. What's up?"
"You're coming to Jusins house today so we can hang out. Just our bands. And you will go even though Kellin is going to be there. You can't run from your problems forever."
Ouch. That hurt. Does everybody really think I run from my problems? I sighed defiantly.
"What time?"
"Hmm.. How long does it take for you to get ready? You know what? Never mind. You're coming now." Jack said hurriedly
"I'm wearing pyjamas"
"Really Vic, everybody in our band and yours have seen you naked. I'm sure they'll live."
"True dat. Let me get my keys."
"No need- Oh Shit!" I heard a crash on the phone. It was so loud it sounded like it came from my living room.
"Erm, Vic? You're gonna need a new uhh... Glass Dildo?"
"That's not a glass Dildo it's a light saber I bought for Tony."
"Oops."
"Wait, are you in my house?!"
Just then Jack and Mike burst in my room.
"Wow Vic, I thought you were the art Fuentes." Jack said chuckling.
"Whatever. Let's go."
*_*_*_*_*_*
We got to Justin's house and to say I was nervous was an understatement. I haven't seem or talked to Kellin in two month. What of me seeing him starts up some more feelings?
"Okay! Lets perform."
What? They didn't say they were gonna perform. I saw Kellin go sit on a stool. God, he looked even one perfect. I don't know how it's even possible.
"Uhh, hey dudes. This song is important, as all you know" he said smiling that perfect smile of his. "But erm, yeah."
Standing in a hallway
Walls explode with sounds of a fight, yeah
Searching for a reason
I don't know if I'll make it out alive, alive
He said he'd leave a thousand times
I think tonight, I'd actually take flight
And as he packs his things
I see him look at me with tears in his eyes
He says, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
I'm staying here
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
'Til we make it there
Whoa
I remember that we always
Remember that we always were so strong
Used to feel so alive
Now I don't remember living for so long
He said he's tried a thousand times,
But he's always feared and I'm already gone
If we could go back to how it was before
I promise I would never do you wrong
No
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
I'm staying here
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
'Til we make it there
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
I'm staying here
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
'Til we make it there
I'm staring at your pictures
Figure out where we went wrong
If you would be my guiding light
And even in our darkest times,
We find strength to carry on
So I'm not leaving
I'm not leaving 'til we're home
Whoa
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
I'm staying here
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
'Til we make it there
No, no, no, no
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
I'm staying here
Cause I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
'Til we make it there
Give me one more chance to love you so
Won't you please
Won't you please just come back home
By the time the song was over I was a crying wreck. Kellin walked up to me.
"I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you."
I hugged him.
"I love you too."
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One Shots
FanficJust a bunch of one shots I write in class. most of them will be long. And they are all literally song one shots. if you want it to be a x reader I will do it. if you have any song recommendations for me to do send me them!
