Broken Heart

Loosing life

I sit in a chair in a dark room, next to the love of my life. The war in Panem is over but the war in my heart is far from over. One single tear falls down my right check, I try not to think of another life I might loose. I have lost so many Finnick, Rue, Mage, Cinna, Mags, Peeta's family, the worlds tremble in my mind Prim. I should have died, I have cheated death three times now. Why didn't President Snow just kill me, it would have mad everything better. If I died in the Hunger Games Prim would not die, Finnick, Peeta's family, CInna or Mage wouldn't have died. If I died in the Hunger Games Peeta would not be here sitting in a hospital bed about to die.

A docter walks in, "I'm afraid Peeta isn't getting any better, with lung cancer in his lungs, and a infection in his leg he is in a lot of pain. As you know now the lung cancer is from all the smoke when he was fighting in battle, and the leg has been infected for years. A rare condition we almost never see official Capitol doctors mess up." "How, how did they mess up?" I say as tears are streaming down my face. "When they applied Peeta's cast they must have applied it wrong, that is still a mystery, all we now is the infection started after the doctors fixed you."The Doctor said. "Will he live!" I said with anger. "We don't know Ms.Everdeen, all we now know is that he is still living on a thin thread."

  Haymitch brings me a plate of turkey, apple slices, and water. I refuse to eat even though i'm starving, I don't want to take my eyes of Peeta for a second.  Loosing Peeta would break the only small part  in my heart. Haymitch stares at me "It is going to be okay, i made a promise to you that I would keep Peeta alive." He says with a humble voice. "BUT HE'S NOT, HE IS NOT OKAY!" I say with tears streaming down my face. Now I am crying not just about Peeta, But about everyone I have lost. Because of me, I can never live with myself.

Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. My eyelids open to the sounds of the beeping noise. My heart drops. I see six doctors all working on Peeta. Without thinking I say "WHATS WORNG WITH PEETA! PLEASE TELL ME, PLEASE!" A doctor looks at me, with cold eyes and a sharp mouth "Ms. Everdeen we are working on Peeta please keep your voice down so we can concentrate." I can feel hot, burning fire rush through my throat. "I NEED PEETA, TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM NOW!" My voice is ending but I need to end this battle. "TELL ME NOW, TELL ME NOW!" I feel a cold piece of metal piercing threw my right arm. Immediately I close my eyes.

As I wake up my mind races were is Peeta? I look around I am not in the same room anymore. I have no idea were I am. All I see is white walls a single black door. I take a step toward the door pulling the handle. I am now in the hospital lobby with doctors running around. In my mind all I think is were is Peeta? I walk forward in the hospital hallways trying to find someone who isn't running. I feel as though I have been stung by a tracker. The world is spinning and won't stop. I tumble of dizziness on to the hard cold ground. I finally get up and walk into the nearest hospital room and barley get out "wereeeeee issssss Peeeeeeeeeta?"Another Doctor walks in and walks me to another room and sits me done on a chair. "Ms. Everdeen I am afraid to tell you that Peeta Mallark has sadly passed away....." The rest of the words she says is a blur, and I feel as if the world has stopped. Now tears are streaming down my face and I can't feel any parts of my body. I freeze.

I have lost the love of my life.

End of Part 1
Part 2 coming soon