Troyes P.O.V
It's been 2 months since me and Tyler had that kiss. The one on stage. In front of everyone. What does this make us? More than friends. I don't know. I hope I haven't screwed things up. We have Skyped a few times. But there was a lot of awkward silences. I have become more fond of Tyler. He's just so perfect. I don't think he feels the same about me. I hear the faint sound of the Skype ringtone and I look to see its Tyler.
"Hey you" he says in his cheerful voice
"Hey" I say
"Soo... How are things going?"
"Good, you?" I ask trying to avoid awkwardness
"Great actually. Oh! I nearly forgot. Me, Marcus, Caspar, Joe, Alfie and Zoe are having a few weeks away and I was wondering if you wanted to come and keep me company?" He asked, his voice full of hope
I see in his eyes the glisten of hope and his crooked smile. Without hesitation I say;
"Of course anytime I get with you I love!" I cheer.
"Great!"
We talk more about the trip and arrange plane flights and so on.
"So who would share with who?" I ask curious
"Well Joe, Caspar and Marcus wanted to share. And I think Alfie and Zoe probably would... So it just leaves me and you" he smirks.
I have a blank look across my face and suddenly Tyler looks concerned.
"But we could just get separate rooms if you want" he says
"No,no,no I want to share with you" I say trying not to sound desparate.
"Ok, if your sure." He says.
We talk for a bit longer and then say our goodbyes.
"Bye Troye"
"Bye Tilly, I love you more than you think" I say but he doesn't here the I love you part.
Than I press end. I flop back onto my bed. Why can't I just tell Tyler I love him. He's my best friend. We've always teased each other and been there for each other. I turn my phone on and enter my code I go into messages and press on Tilly <333 I start texting away.
To: Tilly <333
Hi Tilly its me Troye. I have a confession to make. Ever since we kissed in front of everyone on the stage, my feelings for you grew. I feel like I'm in love with you. When I say in love with you I mean I don't have a fling for you. I mean I love you. I don't exactly know what love is but what I know is that love is when you get so worried for someone else that you would die. Love is where you would drop anything and everything for that person. Where you would stay up hours every night comforting them. Stroking their hair calming them. Where you would take a bullet for them. Jump in front of a train for them. Do anything for them. That's what I feel like towards you Tyler. I think I'm in love with you. I wouldn't stay up nights like I do crying myself to sleep wishing you were here. Comforting me and making me feel at ease. So if you know how I feel please just consider this. I've been broken once. I don't want to be broken again.
I hesitate to send the message but my hand slips and then it sends. I just wait hoping for an answer I get a Skype call about 2 hours later. I can't pick up I'm a mess. My tear streaked face is puffy. My hair is messed up. When I see who it is I realise I have to answer.
"Troye"
I look up to see his face. Tear streaked and puffy. I wish I was their or he was here. So we could comfort each other.
"Yes, Tilly"
"In that message you sent to me. You said everything that needed to be said. You explained love better than anyone I've ever met or known. And with that it has inspired me to say this; Troye Sivan Mellet you are the worlds most beautiful human on the face of the earth. I would give nothing more than to just kiss you. I love you Troye Sivan Mellet. More than anyone else"
I was silent. Did he just confess his love for me? Shit.
"T-Tyler I love you till then end of the earth" I say
"But there is no end of the world TimTam it's never ending" he says softly
"Yeah I know I love you till the end of the world. My love for you is never ending" I smile
At this point Tyler starts crying tears running down his already tear streaked face.
"Don't cry Tilly" I say
"I'm coming for you Tylah I'll be there in a few days" I say
I end the call and start booking the closest flight.
I was on the plane Tyler didn't know I was coming this soon. I have already told Marcus, Alfie, Zoe, Joe, Capser ect. They all know I'm coming. But Tyler doesn't. I told them I confessed my love for Tilly and they all supported me and when I told them that Tyler had confessed back there was congrats and Zoe squeeled. 5 more hours and I'll be there my little Tilly.
I've landed and Zoe's came to pick me up. I collected my baggage and ect got through all the boring and stupidly slow stuff then finally I found Zoe and we walked to her car.
"So why did you come this early?" She asks a little concerned
"I have to see Tyler" I insist
"You to are inseparable" I familiar raspy and croaky voice says
"ALFIE!" I scream and go over to hug him.
"I missed you guys. How long till we get to Tyler's house?" I ask
"A bit pushy are we" say Alfie sarcastically
We drive and just talk about things.
"Do you think you and Tyler will become a thing now?" Zoe asks
"I hope so I love him too much to lose him" I say
Then all the bad thoughts come rolling in.
You're an idiot, Troye why would I like you?
Your pathetic
Your not worth anything
You piece of shit
"Troye? TROYE! Alfie he's freaking out! Pull over do something!" Zoe screams
I am shaking all over and my breathing is rapidly increasing. I see we are at Tyler's house. I start feeling dizzy. My shaking is getting worse. I can hardly breathe.
"TYLER GET OUT HERE ITS TROYE HES GOING TO DIE!" Zoe screams
Tyler rushes out shocked to see me. He helps Alfie lift me upstairs into a room.
"Troye look at me. TROYE! Don't do this to me. Crap TROYE! Stop scaring me!" Tyler starts panicking
He starts rubbing circles at the small of my back. And whispers to me;
"Your going to be fine. My little man. I'm not going to let anything happen to you. You mine ok? Nothing is going to get you"
I slowly start calming. And when I get almost calm I rest my head on Tyler's chest. He starts stroking my hair and I slowly drift off to sleep.
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A/N
Ok so I made this purely because I'm such a big troyler shipper. Can someone please tell me what's going on with them? I don't have any social media protective parents. ;( I really want to know. They never make collabs anymore is it just because Troyes busy with music or something. Have they had a fight? Are they still best friends?
I love what Troye and Tyler had/has they are meant for each other. They have and incredible friendship. I don't care if they date or not I just want them to be happy and keep I touch. Yes it would be awesome if they could be a couple but seriously guys just think if we pressured them and they got pressured into a relationship it wouldn't be the same would it?
