Troyes POV
Tilly fell asleep in my arms that night. I love him. To much.
"Troye?" I hear his voice
"Yes Tilly?"
"Oh I was just checking you were there" he says smiling.
"I'll always be here" I say.
I stroke his hair and he falls back to sleep I just can't help but look at him. He's so perfect. So gorgeous. But me I'm to tall my legs and arms are too long I'm ugly and horrible.
Your worthless
You should just die
Tyler doesn't love you
You pig
I start crying and immediately Tyler's comforting me.
"Troye it's okay" he plants a kiss on my head.
"It's the voices Tilly, they won't stop" I say crying
"Don't worry I'm here now" and with that we kiss, sparks fly and the world freezes. At that point Joe walks past and sees us.
"Umm guys are you two?" He says awkwardly.
Me and Tyler look at each other and after a while I speak up " yes we are".
"We saw you and Casp looking pretty sweaty yesterday" Tyler says cheekily.
"Oh.. You saw that um well I can explain" he says nervously running his hand through his hair.
"Your gay?" Me and Tyler ask at the same time.
"Yes and I don't know about Casper. It was just sort of caught up in the moment" he says dreamily.
"Don't worry we'll keep it secret" I say. " as long as you keep ours"
He nods and then leaves, me and Tyler decide to finally get up and go get breakfast. When we get down everyone's there.
"Troye are you okay?!?" Zoe says and feels my head.
"I am now" I say looking at Tyler.
"Wait..... No!!!!" Alfie says.
"Should we tell the babe?" Tyler asks.
I nod and he tells them. All of them are amazingly supportive.
"Umm guys" Caspar clears his throat.
We turn to look at him. His face turns bright red. I know what's coming.
"I'm gay" he says.
Lots of them gasp but me and Tyler aren't surprised. I'm surprised at how quick he was to admit it. Joe looks extremely happy.
"And I like someone" Caspar adds.
"OHHH I know what we could play" Zoe says.
"What" we all ask.
"Secret Kisses" she says.
We all look confused but then she explains.
"There's a person in the middle of a circle the other people create. The people who made the circle blindfold themselves. The person in the middle is then asked question such as; 'who do you like' and so on. The person has to then kiss the person as an answer but no one except that person knows who he kissed." She says.
"I'll go in the middle" says Caspar eagerly.
We blind fold ourselves and me and Tyler sit next to each other.
"Wait just a clarification, do we have to kiss them on the lips?" Caspar asks.
"No on the hand, on the forehead, on the cheek... The face cheek or the lips" Zoe answers.
"Ok give me some questions" Caspar says.
"Troye you ask first" Zoe points to me.
"Ok... Umm. If you were to have to date someone in this room" I ask.
I lift up my blindfold so I can see. I see Caspar kiss Joe on the lips. I smile knowing they love each other... But also at Joe's reaction.
"Next question"
"Tyler" I say.
It goes on then it's Tyler's turn in the middle.
"Who has the best body" Marcus asks.
I feel myself start panicking.
Why would he choose you?
He hates your body.
Your disgusting, ugly and worthless.
But suddenly I feel Tilly's lips on mine. I calm and kiss back.
"Later you'll get more" he whispers into my neck.
We finish up the game. A taxi comes to take us to the airport.
After a couple of hours and we are on the plane. There was a four sets of two seats so it went. Me and Tyler, Joe and Caspar, Zoe and Alfie, Marcus and this random guy. I finally got tired of going on Tumblr, which is big for me, and lean my head on Tilly's. He starts stroking my hair and eventually fall asleep.
I wake up with Tyler shaking me say we were here. I drag myself into yet another taxi and we go to the hotel. Joe and Caspar get a separate room to Marcus so he's on his own. I walk into the room and see there is only one bed. Secretly I'm glad. I could see Tyler's smile and I laughed. I grab his hand and drag him into the bed. We fall onto each other.he gently kisses my lips. I yawn.
"You're tired" he says.
"No really"
"Let's go to bed" I accept gratefully.
I fall asleep with Tyler's head resting on my chest. Listening to his breathing. Stroking his hair. Quietly singing him a song.
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A/N
hopefully more than just one person will see this.
Me_is_FAB thanks for reading (if you do)
