Inside Feelings

You are Here

People said to me so many times but I know you’re here,
you’re still in the heart.
How can you be somewhere else if you’re in my soul, in my heart, in my breath?
You are still here taking care of mine I can feel your breaths after all I am a part you so that’s why I am saying you are here.
At what time did you live me?
You are still holding my hands, you’re always in my side even when papa and I fight.
You are with me from the starting of my journey in this world you are the first teacher of life.
Even when everybody is against me, even when everybody is calling me liar!!
But in that time you are still in my side,
you still believe in me and that’s why I am saying you are here.
So what if people said to me lakh of times but I know you are here for me,
you are in the rain,
you are in the sunshine and that is the only reason I like to walk in both.
Your guidelines are like the sunlight; a sunlight which show me my path, your care is like a rain; A rain in which I feel my all pain is washing away.

So what if you are not here,
you are still in air in which I take breath,
you are in my all think,
you are in my all talk,
you are in my all feelings,
you are in my emotions,
you are in my all memory,
you are in everything so please tell me why is all of these people saying you are not here.
I know I am not a good boy,
I am not a nice person,
I have done so many bad things and because of this I always get in the trouble but the person who give me a hand and take me out of this dump is you so that’s why I am saying you are here but I don’t understand why don’t you give me the answers,
you are the colors of my world, you are still my life long partner, you are my final distention,
you are in every drop of rain,
you are in every light of sun but I don’t know why your silence said now I am not here?