Love is a struggle

Magic

School ends and now mission text Sarah.  I grab my phone.
I read my hand and type in the contacts book. I was so excited, I was jumping. But to ruin that this bitch said
"Parker, you are so retarted."
I stood up and said,

"I'm sorry, do you have a brain dysfunction? I think you do, because you don't ever know when to stop, stop trying to get attention, you aren't even cool, you are a bitch who tries to get friends and it doesn't work because everyone knows."

She slams her butt in her bus seat and gives me the finger.
I have that "told you so" face look.

Mean while, I finish typing in Sarah's contact.

I text her and say, "hey, it's parker woods, the jokester."

*sent*

I then turn on Eminem and play "Lose Yourself." It's one of my favorites.

It was a long 15 minutes ride, and all I wanted was Carly to text back. I get off and go to my house, I had a decent street because my friend, "Jak" lives on this street.
I get up to the garage and type in the code, "9-8-9-0-7-7"
Then I hear a ding, it was my phone!

I run so fast into the garage and grab a snack and I notice my dad wasn't home. Oh well.
I quickly run up to my room and hop in my computer chair and read the text.
It was from sarah.
My eyes lit up like fireflies.
She said
, "Heyy, you seem pretty cool, I want to get to know you."

I respond quickly,
Yeah, what should we talk about, she said
"Family, friends, sports, etc."

We first talk about our family, I had an okay life, I had a nice house, my dad was a police officer, we didn't really get to bond often, and my mom worked at a Middle School.
She was a "cool mom" if you know what I mean. Whatever,
but on Sarah side, her parents got married and then her dad died in a car crash on they way home. But she's has the sweetest mom and a little sister. I was an only child unfortunately, but it had it bonuses. But she's had a rough life but she getting through it. She had a little sister named Emma. They looked a lot alike. She had Sarah's beautiful brown eyes too. We talked till about 12 that night but it was worth it...

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Since she was so beautiful, I guarantee she had dated a lot of people. But the same with me, lol, I was pretty good looking. My eyes sparked everyone attention, they were like a ocean blue. I wasn't much of a player, but I've still liked many girls, but this one, dang she was perfect. Her personality was perfect, she had this cute laugh. I wanted to date her.

so so so bad.

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I wake up and it's Friday!
Great! It's the weekend.
I had plans that night with a couple of my guy friends.
(Sam, Mac, Alex, Grayson, and Nathan.)

We were going to the laser tagging/ bowling alley. But that was gonna be a while till we went.

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We get to school and get ready for my first class and grab my things and make my way to Sarah's locker. She had a couple of friends with her. Some I even knew.

Hey Parker! said Sarah very cheerfully.

As I lick my lips and smile.

"Hey Sarah, what's happening?"

"Hanging, How are you?"

as I think in my head, amazing because you look dreamy,

"Good!"

She giggles and says,

"You look nice today"

I bite my lip and laugh.

"You too, nice leggings and cool sweat shirt"

She turns red and smiles.

Then she winks at me and closes her locker and heads to class.

I wait and stare at her ass,
then I catch myself and see Alex.

I walk over to him and tell him what a man I am. He laughs and makes fun of me. We get to class and I day dream.