Slick // Kalin White

IV

I hope you find somebody,
I hope you find somebody to love

Taylor

I woke up the next morning with a pounding headache.

I groaned and rolled out of bed, walking over to the bathroom to wash my face and start my morning routine.

Once I entered the bathroom I looked up into the mirror and sighed

The memories of last night flooded in and I felt my eyes sting from the tears that had formed in them

I sniffled softly and started the water letting it flow into my hands. I bent lower and brought the water to my face.

It weirdly made me feel better, like I was going to be okay, I just needed time to refresh.

I took a long warm shower

I came out and dried off, then I but on my black lace set
Over that I wore a white crop top and a pair of my Nike sweats/ joggers.

I was feeling my hair today so I let my long curls carelessly down my back.

Lastly I grabbed my necklace, Kalin gave it to me when he left for his first small tour.

I miss him already..

But I know I can't give in to him.

I grabbed my phone and checked to see why my phone was buzzing so much this morning.

32 missed calls - My baby😩💯

I sighed and went to my messages seeing that Kalin had been calling he probably texted me

From:My baby😩💯
Fuck baby I'm so sorry you need to know that I love you so much and I'm a huge fuck up- 12:30am
Baby please I'm calling you pick up -12:35am
You mean everything to me I need you- 12:36am
You know I'm gonna do everything I can for you to be mine again-12:38am
I'll jump off the Statue of Liberty just to be yours- 1:00am
I'm FUCKING sorry I'm a screw up but you're my babygirl- 1:02am
Goodnight my princess love you always - 1:05am
Good morning my sunshine- 9:00am
Today is a new day I can't keep away from you -9:05am

To: My Baby😩💯

The way you treated me yesterday that's not how you treat someone you love. I'll see you when I'm ready . Stop fucking texting me -9:10am

I sighed as I sent it
I knew staying in the house would only make this worse

I threw on my slides and grabbed my keys, I kept replaying the words on my phone . I had to learn to stand life without him..

Taking it 10 seconds at a time