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7 Months Before

7 Months Before

I sat in my bed think about how the boys where gonna grow up in such a horrible place they are only a couple months about still so innocent. I was feeding them when Olivier walked in.

"Our boys look so much like you" he says moving the hair away from my face.

"There not ours. They are mine and-" I felt a horrible pain go down my back as I looked up and realized he had a whip to make sure that I was being good. The wolf in me wanted to kill him but my sons would not need to see that and I don't trust anyone to watch them so I could be alone to do it.

"Sh that's a good girl now" his cold hands rubbed down my back. Please stop.... The word just wouldn't come out of my mouth I couldn't have felt anything for him right... I had loved my mate with all my heart and he had loved me.

"Oh darling don't cry everything gonna be okay..." I thought I heard Blake say I leaned in for a kiss and opened my eyes to see Olivier at the end of my lips.

I pulled away from him as fast as I could.

"Darling your a great kisser" he said as my eyes filled with anger and hate.

"Anyways I best get to my work.... I'll be back later" he winked at me making me throw up in my mouth a bit.

Oh Blake please be okay..... I thought falling asleep.

Blake POV

I haven't sleep in about 3 weeks they say I'm going insane and I guess that's what love is.... Needing to be with someone so much you'd do anything you could just to feel there warmth again, to touch there lips again. I felt this feeling everyday for a year. Not only have I as a human loved her since we where kids but the wolf in my wanted her since I was even a thought in my mother and fathers head. My wolf had been going crazy killing me to go and find her and trust me I've tried.

I look over to the side of my bed where a photobooth picture of Winter and I kissing. My wolf couldn't handle it anymore.

I ran outside to the wood barefooted and leaped turning into my wolf form a giant black wolf with green eyes. My wolf took over not letting me regain power until she was found.

I hated watching my wolf struggle to find her.. I hated not being able to see her smile way more, she's the perfect girl in the world she's all I want and need. I love the way that when we kiss I feel a shock running threw me. I love how she can say one thing to me and make me smile or laugh. I love how she smiles melting my heart and breaking the other boys knowing they can't have her.. He took he from me... The one I wanted to believe he was my friend but he took her and.....

"I'm going to kill him" I scream inside my wolf as he lets out a howl in pain my wolf starts to cry causing me to.

She's all I've ever wanted and when I get her back I'll make sure she knows it....

"Hm you still miss her...." I heard a voice I knew who it was just from his tone.

"I'm going to rip your jaw open if you don't tell me where she is" I was able to talk through my wolf.

"Oh Blake." He ticks his tongue "don't you know if you kill me you will never, ever find her."

" Olivier please just give her back to me and I'll let you walk free or even join the pack again." I pled

"Blake it's far to late from that now but I will give you a fair chance at finding her" he says leaning in whispering coordinates in my ear as he goes to run off.

"Please don't hurt her...." I beg of him before he goes as he turns back round to see my wolves eyes filled with sadness

"Oh don't worry Blake I would never hurt MY mate." The words fell out of his mouth and my wolf couldn't take it

"She's my mate. I'll tell you this once as soon as I get her back I'm going to kill you" I promised him.

"Real tough guy still huh, well I guess that's gonna make this game way more fun" he said that running off into the woods when my wolf finally let me change back to human. My eyes filled with tears but I was trying to be strong for her. What would she think of me crying, her strong alpha never cries.

"I'm going to find you Winter" I whisper to myself curled up into a ball in tears.

"Ahem, Blake..." I hear Lucas coming from behind me.

"Oh." I whip the left side of my face "what?'

"Blake we saw Olivier running from this way..." He tells me

"Olivier has her. He gave me coordinates for her where abouts but the rouges will not go down without a fight and if we fail she.. She could die" I tell him

"Blake we need to get your warriors together to invade, your beta and mine as well. If where going to fight them we will need everyone who's able to fight." He stares at me sitting on a rock.

"I agree." I nod.

End of Chapter 11