Thoughts

How can I...?

I am in love, I know I am. It's obvious, how my heart races when i see him, how I smile when he goofs around, how with one touch he can make me blush. But i also know that i shouldn't love him, loving him will only break my heart. He's the football team captain, so handsome, with well defined muscles -that I stare at whenever I get the chance to, while I am the school nerd, with glasses covering most of my face, and braces stuck on my teeth. See? someone like HIM will never like someone like ME. Hell, the only reason he's my friend in the first place is because I have known him since the innocent days. If I have never met him that day at the park beside the swings, then I would've probably ended up like those girls he rarely talks to, just a nobody to him. I really want to declare him mine, just sit under the stars by his side, our hands intertwined, peacefully, alone, just me,him and the moon. But that is only a dream, a fantasy, a wish that will never come true. So i need to forget him, move on, continue with my life...preparing for the day when he gets married to any woman other than me. Yet how can I? when the first thing I see in the morning is his shiny face, saying "Good morning, sleepy head" from the window next door.

A/N: I still remember my first crush *cries in a corner* never got the chance to tell him how I feel *slowly wipes tears*.

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