No longer alone.

Chapter 9

A/N I just realised this might be triggering to some people. Sorry if it is. It's going to get happier though, I think.

Jason's POV.

"I played guess who with her..once...and I held her and kissed her, ah man I am the worst!" I groaned. Falling onto the bed.

"Glad I didn't have to tell you" Jane says walking into the room. "Diana left to go for a kill 1 hour ago. I'll bet she's going to where Ashley is"

"Jane what do you care?" I sighed. "I saw her with a kid when I went killing. She's at her house. I heard she hissed at Jeff ready to attack" she started giggling. "I'm not her friend nor am I her enemy, but I do like to know what's going on so spill it"

I sighed and told her. She punched me in the face.

"Ouch! What was that for?!" I yelled.

"For neglecting her! Now get your ass out there and stop her from making a 3rd suicide attempt!" Jane yelled at me.

Ashley's POV.

"Diana why would you do that?!" I cried holding Sammy's dead body.

"He wasn't yours." She smirked. "You failed to protect him, nobody needs you." She said then left. I sat there.

"Screw this" I said making the chains go around my body and slowly squeezing. "Ouch!" I squeak as the chains start cutting into my skin.

"Ashley stop!" Jason yells climbing in my window with Helen behind him.

"Why?! Haha you hate me! I'm just a slut. Nobody needs me" I cry and laugh. I need some serious mental help.

"No your not, I neglected you and I'm sorry. They made you feel needed when I threw you away, I won't through you away again. Stop the chains." His soothing voice said. I slowly let the chains drop to the floor. "You never slept with them or kissed them so your not a slut to me" he spoke with softness in his voice which calmed me down as he stepped towards me and held me close. "Let's go back" he whispered. I nodded still crying slightly as I held onto this chest. He sighed and picked me up in his arms.

-time skip-

Me and Jason are lying on his bed watching Pitch Perfect while I eat not a slice of chocolate cake but the whole cake. Jason has not stopped holding me since we got back. And I still feel worthless and that nobody needs and that Jason is just here because the others made him come but I started to feel him shaking. I turned my head to see he was crying. "What's wrong?" I asked.

"I neglected you do much you tried to kill yourself, I'm so sorry I do need you but Iv never shown you. When you were training the guys asked you to make time to hang out with them but I never did I just made sure you slept right. I had no right to hurt you when you said you liked Jeff because it would have made more sense" he cried.

I hugged him. "I shouldn't have lied, I shouldn't have gone to that place, I shouldn't have let Diana come here, I shouldn't be in your arms right now. I'm not needed" I whisper into his ear.

His hold got really tight. "Don't say that" he growled. "I need you, you have no idea how much I need you" he whispered. "I'm really not happy they touched you though" he mumbled.

"I'll go in the bath now" I say quietly as I get up and walk into his bathroom. I ran the bath and just sat in it for a while. Not doing anything. Just sitting looking at my reflection in the warm water I couldn't be bothered to put bubbles In. There was a knock at the door. "Come in" I mumbled as the door opened. Jason walked in.

"I just wanted to make sure you washed their touch off properly." He said quietly staring at me.

I moved the water up my arm. "Done" I mumbled.

"Can I do it for you? As an apology?" He asked.

"Sure" I must be really down right now. Because I don't even care that he's about to touch me and that he's seeing me naked. "I'm sorry I let those guys touch me" I sighed.

"Already forgiven when you let me in here" he smiled as he started washing me.

He washed my hips legs arms neck and my face but then stopped. "Can I clean those or do you want to?" He asked. I took the sponge from him and started washing my thighs, butt and chest. He just sat there and I could see him start to get hard as he watched. This made me happy.

Lemon

"I'm sorry am I ignoring you little buddy" I say poking the tent in his pants.

"Don't do that" he said trying not to moan as I kept poking it.

"The waters warm, you seem a bit cold why don't you get in?" I asked innocently as I used my chains to rip all his clothes off and put him above me in the quite big bath.

"What? aren't you upset?" He asks curiously.

"I thought you needed me?" I ask.

"I do but don't force yourself" he said looking into my eyes.

I pull him closer and lick his ear before whispering "show me how much you need me" I blushed as I bit his ear gently, making him moan my name.

I pull him in for a kiss and he starts to take the lead by deepening the kiss. "If this hurts just know it's your fault" he whispered. I was confused  before I felt a finger push into my womanhood.

"Ahh~" He continued to pump his fingers while adding  another 2 fingers inside and moving them about. "Mm~ you, not enuf" I moaned not able to make a sentence.

"Should I go gentle?" He asked his eyes filled with lust. 'He still cares about me even though what I did was bad' I shook my head. "You don't want gentle?" He asked quite shocked but even happier. "Okay you asked for it" he smiled. Kissing me hard and pushing his manhood in. He wasted no time in letting me get used to the feeling and just started pumping in and out.

I moaned in both pain and pleasure as I felt him continue to move in and out.

"I'm gonna-" I cry out as I come.

"Me too" he groaned as he pulled out and came in the water.

Lemon ended

After we had washed ourselves off Jason carried me to the bed and lay me down. "Why did you let me be rough on your first time?" He asked as I started to sleep.

"I love you" I whisper. "I won't let anyone else touch me, like I let you" He smiled at what I'm saying. "You are the only one I'll let do that to me, you are the only one allowed to hurt me" I smiled closing my arms and cuddling closer to him. "So warm." I smile.

"I love you too Ashley" he whispered as he kissed my head.

Jason's POV.

Next time I'm going to take it slower and truly show I love her. I used my power to see through the dolls eyes. I then made the doll walk to the mall and buy 2 dog tag necklaces and I got them Engraved with 'Jason and Ashley forever'. Then I brought the doll back and took the necklaces off the doll before sending the doll back to the corner and I softly woke Ashley up.

Ashley's POV.

"What?" I whispered to tired to open my eyes.

"I got you something, wake up" Jason whispered. I opened my eyes slowly and looked at him.

"Let's make it official, Ashley will you be my girlfriend?"

"Of coarse I will" I smiled sitting up only to realise I'm still naked.

"Your showing a bit" Jason blushed trying not to look down.

"Meh you've seen it all" I said blushing. He smirked and placed a silver dog tag necklace on my neck. I read it and smiled. Tackling Jason in a hug. "I'm really yours" I smile. He chuckled.

"Yes you are. Now go back to sleep" he smiled lying us down as I used his chest as a pillow.

A/N hope you enjoyed. I like romance it's cute and so nice to write. But the 'love' scenes are super awkward to write but I don't know why but me and a lot of other people enjoy reading about it. I find it nice how 2 people can love each other so much that they would do something like that.

Anyways hope you enjoyed, laters.