Dear Rocky (Rocky FanFic #Wattys2015)

Letter Sixteen

Dear Rocky,

How could you? Huh? How could you? I mean, seriously ending it all just because a fan had PMed you and said:

Dear Rocky,
This is getting old. The band having to carry your depressed butt everywhere they go. Its seriously getting old. Nobody wants to be with you at Meet & Greet, let alone want you there. Nobody wants you at the concerts either. I mean, who wants to watch a skinny toothpick "jam out" on guitar, the scars on his wrists, clearly not hidden from the world. Those braclets do nothing for you. Every pathetic R5er in this family, know that you are a boy who can't handle what his little broken heart is feeling. Whats a matter? Afraid of being called a girl again? Afraid of being pushed around? Afraid of having not to be able to find love? Ha! After Alexa cheating on you, I blame every sorry ass girl that gets with you. You are pathetic and should die. Please do.
Xx- Random Rossian

Rocky, I just. . . . Why did you let this stupid Rossian get inside of your head? That was the last messge next to Mackenzie, that you had received. Rydel told all of us. . . Rocky, if our lovingly picking on you bothered you, you should have said something to us, not Rydel. You look like freaking bad guys! Rocky, I love you so much, yet you never had any thought of telling me. I would've been able to get you through it. I always get hate. Does it bother me? Yeah. . . Sometimes, I guess. I just. . . Oh god Rocky. . . I just can't bear with the fact that you are really gone. For good.

When Ross's cell rang, mom had to answer it. She ended up throwing it too. It had said that there was also a blade buried deep into the pocket of the jeans you were wearing. Which meant that as you were underwater, you were cutting yourself.

I just. . . I miss you so much. So much that today, when I found a blade of yours, I threw it at the wall. It stuck in, right next to your light switch in the bathroom. While it flew out of my hand, it sliced my hand. I didn't care. I sat in your room, bathroom, and closet. I cried for hours on end. I cried myself asleep in your bed. I had too. I miss you that much. When I woke up, everyone else; Ell, Ross, Riker, Rydel, Courteny, and Mom, were all laying next to me, their cheeks stained with tears. I miss you . . . Rocky. . . Rocky, please come back. . . I need you.

Love,
Ryland

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WHAT DID I WRITE JUST NOW! I BROKE HEARTS I KNOW! THE PIC OF ROCKY ABOVE IS WHAT MADE ME FEEL TINGLY AND GOOD INSIDE. ❤❤❤

ALSO DO YOU LIKE THE NEW COVER??? HMMMMM???

HHAHA. I'M SO SORRY FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ARE DEAD! (From this chapter and that pic. Cause... DANNNNNNNGGGGGG. ❤❤❤❤)
I JUST CAN'T. I AM SORRY. TOO MUCH HOTNESS OF THE MIDDLE LYNCH.

~Rydel's Babe