Will I ever find love

Indonesia pt.1

Tyga POV

I'm one my private jet with Kylie and she seems so pissed off with me and I feel so bad for letting her down

Drake was right I wasn't the best boyfriend but I was a boyfriend to a beautiful woman and I feel kinda bad for being a huge jerk to her lately

So I planned this trip to Indonesia a place with over 17,508 islands on it so it's just gonna be me and Kylie by are selfs

It was 2:00 in the morning and the jet is about to fly off and Kylie hasn't said not one word to me

"Tyga" Kylie said

With excitement I smiled ear to ear hearing her lovely smooth valley voice

"Yes baby" I said

"Can you... get my headphones"

My smile disappeared into a frown I gave her the headphones and went to the room in the back

I never cried accept that one time when I made that song for Kylie, I feel weak and useless

I didn't have a good reason to be Kylie's boyfriend, Drake would have been the best boyfriend ever, no crazy baby momma, no pre bipolar shit, no nothing

The only flaw about him is... well I don't even know I keep repeating the day I called him Fake

Which was true he would be happy but not genuine about it

Flash back

"Hey Kelly I need my fucking coffee"
"Coming Mr. Graham"
"Here you go", a few minutes later Nicki walked in "hey"
"Hey Nicki you look nice today" they had a conversation then she left the exacted same time one of Drake long time friends came in "hey Nigga did you see Nicki's outfit she looks like a rainbow" "yeah Drake I can't believe you like her"

That day Tyga heard what he said and recorded it on his phone hoping one day to use it for blackmail but hasn't he didn't even think about

He wondered why Drake said that and was being mean to his nice assistant and was taking about Nicki, even though the outfit was ugly he could of said something else

He cant imagine if Drake lied to Kylie about her outfit and then figure out he talked behind her back

I stopped thinking about him and returned to thinking about Kylie, a sweet kind hearted person who gave him chance after chance

Then he remembered about what she said in the hospital

The more you beg the less your gonna get

She is right the more chances she gives me is showing in begging for her and I simply need her by my side

It's been long since I had sex with anybody but I didn't show my frustration and it was my fault that I had left after her party

She is 18 now and I can't keep doing this to her I'm a horrible guy I should simply just break thing off

No Tyga what are you saying

My head was starting to hurt and that was a sign for me to stop stressing I had to keep telling myself to be cool you get some eventually. I hope

Kylie POV

I think I've been to hard on Tyga it's not my fault he is possessive over me and he had a Argument that his friends joined in on

His friends had reason and I should accept that, I feel really bad Tyga has been in that room for half an hour now and it's going to take forever to go were ever were going

I should go check on him

I walk to the back room and saw Tyga it seems like he has been crying I have been I real tease to him and it's not fair

"Tyga I'm sorry I know your possessive over me and I know you mean well I just... I just don't know"

"Kylie don't apologize to me, Drake is right I'm a horrible boyfriend and you keep on giving me chance after chance and that doesn't seem fair to you... I'm sorry Kylie I've been a huge jerk but you still put on a smile, fake or not I love you Kylie and you deserve better, you not giving me any is a sign that...that I'm not good for you at all, I'm sorry"

"Tyga first I don't like Drake he seems like a guy who is happy but not truly happy you know, I've been unfair to you and I'm sorry about that I don't wanna break up with you I love you I want you to stop acting like this, and plus I'm being a huge hypocrite because when I confronted Chyna you didn't get all mad at me so I shouldn't do the same"

"Kylie..."

"No Tyga I love you and that is that I want to spend everyday day with you I want us to have fun laugh and chill and forget about our enemies, we have a lot of people who care about us and we don't have to listen to two people who don't like us together"

Tyga POV

Kylie is right I shouldn't let Drake tell me what to do and think, I love Kylie with every inch in my heart and I can't let her go not now

I kissed her passionately and she climb In my lap each leg around my waist

I've waited for this for a long time and it was going to be perfect

I lead her to the bedroom area in the private jet a placed her on the bed getting on top of her taking of her shirt and pants

I wanted this process to go faster so I quickly to off her undergarments and my clothing to

I was about to take off my chain until she stopped

"Leave them on" she said

I did as told and left them on

I was ready, as soon as I was close I had to remember that she isn't use to your size or any size really

I slowly went in side her trying to be very careful I went on a slow but fast pace

I felt her adjust to my size and that was my cue to go on a full rampage

I went faster and she started to moan for pleasure

I wanted to do a lot more and had flipped her over on her stomach and started grinding again

She moaned a lot louder and I grunted a few time because it was just mind blowing

I flipped her back over to the original passion and she rapped her legs around me

I carried her off to the wall and started again

I went faster, kissed her neck hungrier, I could feel her about to come and I was too

I went faster and she moaned even louder than last time

I didn't want this to end I wanted it to last forever but that is impossible, so I decided to go faster

Which was good because she came, I stopped and looked at her with sparkles in her eyes

I carried her to the bed and placed her down on the bed sitting next to

"I love you Kylie I really do"

"I love you too Ty, your the best at everything"

I chuckle knowing what she meant

I walked to the bathroom and told Kylie to come here

We got in the shower together and washed up and went to sleep