* 1 hour later *
I get the courage to go back inside. He is sitting on the couch going through our photos. His face was red and full of tears. He had head phones on, he couldn't hear me. I go over to the couch, sit down, and cuddle up to him. He takes his headphones out.
" Flower, please don't do that again. You caused me so much pain. I thought that you are dead. You weren't moving. You don't know how much you mean to me. Dont push me away , please , ever . I don't know what I would do if I lost you. I just love you so much."
I start to cry. I try to smile at him.
"Its ok flower." And he kisses me
