''What?!?!''- Jack screamed suprised, but somehow also angry.
''I-I love you...''- Mark looked into Jack's ocean blue eyes.
''Y-you can't love me! You can't just say that to me out of nowhere! Now I understand why no girl wants to be with you Mark!''- Jack tried to breathe.
Mark's eyes were no longer tinkling. He was looking at Jack, shattered inside.
''Mark, I-''
Mark just got up, walked to the door and got out of Jack's home.
''Mark wait! I didn't-''- but it was to late.
Jack just sat on the couch again and placed his hands on his head. Why do I always fuck things up?
Why do I always fuck things up?- Mark wondered while walking fast to the abandoned parking lot, the one where Jack took him on the first day they were together on Ireland. It was one of his happy places. He entered trough the hole in the metal net. He sighed while remembering Jack's laugh when they both got trough the net the first time.
Such a sweet laugh.
He sat on the rocks at the end of the deserted parking lot.
Why? Just why can things just go well one time in my life?-Lonely tears started to roll down his face.
I just...
His mind was filled with toxic thoughts.
A metal sond echoed from the distance. Mark looked back.
I can't believe this.
He wiped the tears from his face. He can't see me like this.
''Hum, Mark?''- Mark tried to ignore Jack's broken voice behind him.
''You forgot your jacket'' Jack placed a black and grey jacket besides Mark and walked away.
Mark picked up the jacket. What the-
A paper fell on the ground. This wasn't here before.
He could feel his own heartbeat.
He opened the paper and started to read.
I'm sorry. You know that, sometimes, I can't manage my feelings right. I didn't mean any of what I said. I still can't believe that you don't have a girlfriend, cause you are an amazing person. Actually, the best person I ever met. And I just wanted to say, I want to be with you. I love you too Mark.
Signed, Hopefully your future boyfriend.
Mark got up.
As smile slowly grew on his face, he picked up his jacket and started to run trough Ireland's streets, right to Jack's apartement. He ran up the stairs, until he got to Jack's door. Mark sighed and knocked, happier then ever.
The door slowly opened.
''Mark? I'm s-''
Mark jumped into Jack's arms even before he finnished his sentence.
''You dork...''- Jack said sweetly hugging him back.
They both sat on the brown couch again.
''I would love to stay here with you, but I need to go to the grocery store''
''No, don't go Jackaboy''
''I promise I will reward you when I get back''- they both smiled to each other..
He's perfect.
''Hey, can you bring me something?''- Mark asked while Jack was getting ready to go.
''Anything you want.''
''I want everything''.- Jack looked to Mark.
''You know I can't bring you that...''
''Of course you can''
''How?''- Mark smiled while admiring the person he loved most in the world.
''You are my everything.''
