Don't Go... (boyxboy)

14: Touch Me, Love Me, But Don't Use Me.

"Yes." I whispered and looked up at him from behind my bangs. Zayn grinned and stood up, walking over to me he leaned down and kissed me softly.

"You won't regret it. I promise." He mumbled and I smiled.

"I better not." I got up and smiled, kissing his cheek and grabbing my bag. "I should go... I'll text you." I said as I walked out of his room and out the door, hoping back onto my skateboard I quickly raced home and dashed inside, sprinting to my room I picked up my laptop and began trying to Skype Justin... I can't wait forever...

JUSTIN'S P.O.V

I sat with my arm around Amy, my laptop flashing with the Skype call from Darren. Hesitantly I leant forward and shut the laptop, cuddling closer to Amy and kissing her forehead with my finger slowly twisting my promise ring from Darren.

You see when I got here I had no friends. Then I met Amy and I realised, I'm not completely gay... I started to have these amazing strong feelings towards her that I couldn't control. And now... Well she's my girlfriend... And wait, before you throw eggs at me or try to murder me with an axe or some crazy shit like that just hear me out.

A boy gets horny. And Amy, well damn, she satisfies my needs. And as much as I love Darren, long distance is a lot harder than I thought. And when I was skyping with him he was always so distant, so... Distracted I guess you could say. I think he's moved on, so I have too. But I can't tell him, I can't break his heart if he hasn't moved on...

"You ok baby?" Amy's voice broke me from my thoughts, I looked down at her and smiled, nodding slightly.

"Fine." I whispered and she nodded and cuddled closer to my chest, tilting her head up and placed a soft kiss to my collarbone, no doubt leaving a lipstick mark. I leant down and kissed her cheek then turned my attention back to Netflix, my fingers still twisting my promise ring around on my finger as thoughts of Darren flooded to the back of my mind.

The kisses.

When I told him I loved him.

Or first time.

His embarrassed smile and how red he'd go if I called him beautiful.

Every single thing he did used to set my heart on fire... And now I've betrayed his trust... And the worst part is...

I'm okay about it.

DARREN'S P.O.V

I sat crossed legged on my bed staring at my phone. Should I call him? Or should he call first? I mean I'm technically dating him now but should he call first? Should I call him babe?

I sighed, giving up and getting off the bed I walked down the stairs and into my kitchen, grabbing a glass and filling it with water I said a brief hello to Max as I passed his room on the way to mine and he nodded in acknowledgement then went back to his laptop.

I walked into my room and took a large gulp of my water, trying to mentally calm myself down. Ok Darren, just chill. 2+2=4. 4+4=8. 8+8=16. 16+16=32. 32+32=64. 64+64=128. Maths always helps me focus and calm down. I took a deep breath and sat down. Just as I heard music. It sounded so familiar until I realised the song. It was Sweet Child O' Mine by Guns 'n' Roses.

It was coming from outside so I walked to the window and pushed it up to see Zayn standing in the middle of my yard holding up his phone with a grin plastered on his face. He was bobbing his head to the music and I rolled my eyes but smiled none the less.

"Darren! You're looking stunning tonight!" He called up to me. I smirked and fixed my hair so it was completely out of my eyes so I could see him properly. He put his phone in his back pocket and began climbing up the tree next to my window then stepped across so he was perched on my windowsill, still grinning like an idiot.