I'm Sorry We're Meant To Be

Chapter Two : Cold , Hard , REJECTION .

Logan's POV

"Logan ! My man !" my best friend , Caine , and my pack's future beta , clapped me on the back as he matched strides with me . "I heard your wolf's getting excited today … It's a sign you're gunna find your mate , right ? You excited ?" he asked . I laughed . "Yeah , man . I guess it would be amazing to have a mate , but it would really cramp my style though ." I said .

Caine's eyes went wide . "DUDE ! You HAVE to drop your player-ways when you meet your mate ! Mates are destined to be with each other , you can't continue fooling around with the entire female population like that ! She'll be heartbroken !" I sighed . The wise words of the already-mated . Speaking of his mate , Caine's mate , Eleanor , bounded up to us and Caine was immediately all over her . I rolled my eyes and continued walking forward towards the cafeteria as the lovebirds lagged behind , swallowing each other's faces .

I wanted a mate , really . Then I wouldn't have to be the third wheel all the time . Buuuut , I also wasn't sure I was up for giving up my "player-ways" as Caine called it . Of course you're gunna stop playing around ! My wolf chided me . Our mate is gunna be the most beautiful person in our eyes , we could want nothing more . I rolled my eyes . My wolf hadn't even met his mate yet and he was already lovesick .

Walking into the cafeteria , I headed for my usual table , which was full with what the rest of the school called , "the In-Crowd" . There was Luke , Michael , Calum , Ashton , Ross and Riker , my other great friends besides Caine , and then there were the girls . Eleanor and her friends Ashleigh and Delilah , and my current chick-of-the-week , Bethany .

Luke was to be my pack's future third-in-command , with the other guys our best fighters . Michael and Delilah were mates , and so were Caine and Eleanor . Calum and Riker both had mates too but they weren't in our school . Sucks for them , and for me too . We have to hear them complain every single day abut how they miss their mates . I hoped my mate would be from our school .. I wouldn't want to have to face the feeling of longing that Calum and Riker had to face without seeing their mates that often ..

As I sat there , I pictured my mate : I pictured her as a blonde-haired goddess with curves every girl would die for , and amazing green eyes that I could stare into forever . She would be strong and brave and loving and would be the perfect Luna for my pack . She would also be the perfect mother to carry my pups . 

As I was daydreaming about my mate , a sudden delicious smell hit me .. the rich scent of cinnamon rushed through my veins and my wolf leaped up in delight . MATE ! MATE ! Excitedly , I turned around to look for my mate . As my eyes met hers , my heart soared . She was beautiful ! She was .. Olivia Jaye ?! My wolf was still in a hyper-state at having discovered our mate and was pushing me to go up to her and just hold her in my arms and inhale her delicious scent . My heart was telling me the same thing , but my brain was telling me otherwise .

Olivia Jaye was my mate ?! That was not possible . I frowned as I looked at her . She was not at all close to what I had imagined my mate to be . She was beautiful , but she was Olivia Jaye ! The only time anyone ever notices her is when her psycho ass of a friend makes a huge scene and she's always standing right next to her ! Other than that , everyone ignored her . No one would respect a Luna like her , no one would listen to her ! I don't want her ! I thought . My wolf growled fiercely at my horrid thoughts towards our mate . You have no choice ! She's our MATE ! I pushed my wolf to the back of my mind and focused on the current situation .

Seeing my mate standing there , grinning , she never looked more beautiful . But I couldn't ! She wasn't fit to be a Luna ! I saw her start to walk over and shot her a look . I shook my head , then turned my back on her , throwing my arm around Bethany , wishing she would help me forget everything . The last thing I saw before I turned back around was the look on my mate's face . Pure hurt . I couldn't bear to see her hurt .. I wanted to hold her and tell her she was beautiful and love her ..