I'M GAY

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Stiles was now an Alpha. He was a human, but he was also an Alpha. How could he be an Alpha. He didn't understand how it happened, or why a bunch of wear wolves would want him to be their leader, but he accepted it. He often wondered if he should take the the bite from one of the many Alphas that offered, but he always decided no. For some reason he felt he was stronger as a human, even though he didn't have supernatural powers, he was strong and he knew that.
The weirdest thing that came along with being an Alpha was how he controlled the pack. His hearing was now tuned into their howling so even miles away he could hear when they howled. Stiles had noticed some changes occurring. He could hear and see better, and his stamina and speed was better too. Stiles assumed this was normal, Derek said it was unheard of for humans to be in a pack, never mind be the Alpha, so Stiles had no one to tell him what to expect. Derek assumed there would be no changes. Maybe Stiles would feel the presence of the pack like Derek had when he was Alpha, but other then that he had no idea what could happen.
Stiles didn't tell anyone about the changes he had noticed, and he had tried not to let Derek see how his body was changing physically. He couldn't keep it a secret for ever though. He couldn't keep his shirt on In front of Derek for the rest of his life, and he knew that. He just wanted to figure it out. He wanted to figure everything out.
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"Come one!" Derek said, pulling Stiles into the bathroom and pulling his shirt off before Stiles could stop him. Looking Stiles up and down, noticing his newly found abs. Derek wasn't complaining just wondering when he said, "You've been working out?"
"Sort of I guess." Stiles said trying not to lie and successfully finding a loop hole.
"I know you feel a need to seem more powerful when your an Alpha." Derek explained lifting a weight of Stiles shoulders.
"Why does any of that matter? Would you rather stand here half naked talking about me being an Alpha, or get into the shower with me?" Stiles asked desperately trying to change the subject.
"Shower definitely shower!" Derek said with a smile as he removed his pants and climbed into the warm stream of water, Stiles not far behind.
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The two men had been rolling around in the shower, doing anything and everything except for actually cleaning themselves. Derek grabbed Stiles by the hips and turned him so they were now facing each other. Derek pulled away from giving Stiles a kiss on his neck and looked up at his eyes.
Derek let go of Stiles grabbing his arm and ripping him out of the shower, concerning Stiles who had no clue what was happening. Derek wiped the steam off the mirror and shoved Stiles in front of it.
"What the hell is this Stiles?" He asked both angry and concerned. Stiles looked up to see his Eyes glowing red and fangs disappearing back into his mouth. He immediately jumped pack tripping over Derek, trying to figure out what he had just seen.
"What? Why? My eyes. And my teeth. What's happening?" Stiles asked on a flutter of emotions.
"Your changing." Derek said looking confused. "Your a true Alpha, and a born wolf."
"How am I born wolf? No one in my family is a wolf."
"I guess it's a side affects of being an Alpha. The laws of supernatural say you have to be a wolf too."
"What do I do? How do I control this?"
"You seem to have it under control now, but you will need practice. Over time you will get it I promise." Derek said leaning in to kiss Stiles. Trying to calm his nerves and prove they will do anything to make this right. 
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Stiles didn't sleep at all that night. He just kept tossing and turning, resulting in a very tired and angry Derek the next morning.
Stiles called a pack meeting first thing, knowing he should tell the pack as soon as possible. He was scared and nervous, and had no clue what was happening.
When everyone arrived they were anxiously get the meeting over with. Not knowing why Stiles had called the meeting, they just wanted to get on with their day.
"What's wrong with you Derek?" Jackson asked. "Stiles rub you wrong last night?" He laughed looking at Stiles.
At that Stiles used his anger, knowing that's how Derek taught Scott, to growl at Jackson bearing his fangs and bright red eyes, making Jackson seem week and proving Stiles dominance over him. Stiles immediately changed back to human form, proving to everyone he already had control.
"Ohh that's a new look for you."  Isaac said nervously. Not sure how it had happened?
"Apparently he's been turning." Derek said looking around the room. "Slow enough so we didn't notice."
"I had noticed small changes, but I figured it was a result of all your power, making me stronger. I didn't think anything of it till my eyes turned red last night, and I grew fangs." Stiles said, trying to explain what happened with out mentioning it was during sex.
"You shifted for the first time last night?" Allison asked surprise.
"How do you already have control?" Boyd asked, knowing he still had trouble on the full moon.
"I don't know guys. I just don't know. It just happens and now it's something I have to deal with." Stiles said frustrated.
"Something, WE have to deal with." Derek said reaching for Stiles hand and intertwining their fingers. "It seems control comes naturally to him, but we still need to be sure. I've asked Peter to help with training before the full moon, just so we can double check and be positive he is prepared."
"Why Peter?" Isaac asked, raising an eyebrow at Derek. "Why don't you just do it yourself? You trained the rest of us?"
"I.... I can't. It wouldn't be the same for me to train him. He needs someone who doesn't give a shit. Someone who would gladly throw him through a wall." Derek looked down, he's cheeks slightly brighter then before. "Just keep an eye out when your with him. No ones ever been through this before so we don't know what could happen."
At that everyone left to go on with their normal Saturday routine, and Stiles and Derek were left alone.
"Why is this happening?" Stiles asked shakily, looking at the floor, his hand so obviously shaking like they did before a panic attack.
"I don't know Stiles but we can get through it." Derek said grabbing both his hands to steady them.
"How? You've been this way your whole like. YOU DO T EVEN KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE HUMAN. I don't want to be a monster." Stiles said tears in his eyes, trying to suppress a panic attack. 
"You OF ALL PEOPLE, should know we're not monsters. Everyday... Everyday of my life I've wanted to be human. Your right I don't know how it feels, but that's not my fault."
"I'm sorry Derek that's not what I meant. I'm just.... I don't know what to do. And you know we're gonna have people after us once they here I'm a wolf."
"I know. That's why we're gonna do your training as fast as possible."
Both boys leaned into each other, wishing their wear wolf anger hadn't got the best of them. Stiles and Derek were perfect together. They might fight....... A lot, but they always see one another's side, and that's what they love about each other. 
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"There's nothing I can do for you" Peter growled, throwing Stiles against the wall of Derek's loft, still trying to get him to turn. "You were an emissary... Your job was to keep us human, and now your doing it for yourself. You've got the strongest will power I've ever seen. Your already ready for the full moon next week. It'll probably easier for you then for me. "
"What was the point of throwing me against the wall if you already knew that." Stiles said angrily.
"Just for fun."
"Well in that case it's my turn to have a little fun." Stiles responded, fangs and claws growing, his eyes bright red.
Stiles ran at Peter, throwing himself at him. Peter transitioned, now fighting back. Stiles had Peter pinned in seconds holding him against the wall by his neck.
"Wow Stiles." Derek said opening the door to see his boyfriend pinning his uncle to the wall. "It's hard to do that on you first training session" Derek chuckled.
Transitioning back to human Stiles let go of Peter, who immediately reached for his quickly healing neck. "He's lost his touch." Stiles said walking over to Derek, greeting him with a peck on the lips.
"So your ready then? You can control it?" Derek asked looking at the two of them.
"Well I'm getting pretty good with theses." Stiles said as his claws quickly grew, and disappeared once he had his point across.   
The whole pack could feel it. No matter where they were, they could feel Stiles control. They knew he was ready.
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Derek and Stiles had some alone time for the next week. Isaac was the only one who came by the loft that week and he was just looking for his homework he left there about a week ago. Stiles saw Scott and they practiced for lacrosse, Stiles now ten times better then before.
Other then school and practice, Stiles spent a lot of time with Derek. His dad had the nigh shift at the station this week, meaning he left for work before Stiles got home, and came home after he left for school. Stiles went to eat dinner with his dad most nights, but hadn't brought Derek yet. He hadn't even told his dad about Derek and they've been dating for five months. It got Derek a little upset that he wouldn't tell his dad, but he knew the sheriff wasn't ok with gays, and definitely not ok with a gay son. 
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Stiles was on Derek's bed reading one of his many books. He was listening to the shower, waiting for it to turn off. When the water finally did turn off it took Derek a couple of minutes to dry off and head towards the door into his bed room. He started to sift through his drawers moving clothing of Stiles' that had begun to build up, looking for his own clothes.
          "Don't even bother" Stiles said not looking up from his book, Derek's lips forming a smile across his face.
          "I just showered really Stiles?" He said holding back a laugh.
          "I know your smiling." He said finally looking up to see he was correct. "I'm the only person to ever see that smile. You know why?" Stiles paused knowing Derek wouldn't guess. "Because I'm the only one who sleeps with you." Stiles laughed, getting up and leaning into Derek placing a wet kiss on his lips.
Stiles grabbed Derek's towel. Slowly starting to pull it off Derek, trying to tease him as much as possible. Still kissing, and Stiles let go of Derek's towel revealing a very naked, very muscular Derek. Derek then started to pull Stiles' shirt off, throwing it in the preexisting pile of clothes in the corner. Derek pulled away looking down at Stiles belt, starting to unbuckle it. Derek got Stiles pants off very quickly, revealing his new found alpha body. Looking him up and down Derek noticed Stiles now had a six pack and very defined pecks. By far his favorite change was Stiles very defined v. No gay man or strait girl could resist a v like that. The muscle screaming for you to look down a little over, where Derek had just taken the pants off.
Stiles picked Derek up, grabbing his ass and turning to throw him on the bed. This took Derek by surprise. Stiles had never been strong enough to do that before. Derek liked it but he also missed the old Stiles. His personality hadn't changed and Derek bet it never would, but his body was almost completely different. 
Derek no longer felt to powerful during sex. He didn't feel the need to hold back, thinking he would break Stiles. It was different. So much had changed, but Derek didn't care. He still had Stiles and that's all that mattered.
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The two boys had made a complete mess of Derek's room, and over the next few days would do the same to his loft. Neither of them had ever felt this type of connection with another person before. They felt drawn to each other, like they were meant to be. Both boys felt it, but neither of them had ever said anything about it.
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the full moon was approaching fast and every day Stiles felt stronger, making the rest of the pack feel stronger as well. Stiles didn't have a problem with the full moon. He had a very calm night with Derek, watching movies and eventually falling asleep on the couch nestled in each other's arms.
The next morning they both shot up off the couch to the sound of the elevator coming up. Moments later Scott came bursting through the door, Isaac not far behind him.
"THANKS for all your help last night." He said sarcastically walking over to the fridge and taking out a bottle of water. "Boyd lost it. It took almost half the night to capture him, but we did with no help from you." Scott said now taking a sip from the water.
"We had our own problems to worry about. Did you really want Stiles getting his blood pressure up and losing it too?" Derek asked in the very Yoda like way he did.
"True, but still you could have come." Isaac said looking at Derek.
"Then if Stiles couldn't control it and lost it we wouldn't know he had and I would get back here to find out he's killed someone." Derek pointed out.
"Where was Erica during all this?" Stiles asked taking control the way he had learned to recently.
"Trying to keep herself calm." Isaac stated.
"Why? Doesn't she have it under control?" Stiles asked.
"Sort off, but she gets moody when she's on her period, and that plus the full moon. It's a bad combination." Scott explain. "Anyway... So did everything go well here?" He asked.
"yeah no problems at all" Derek ensured. "He has more control then you could ever imagine."
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The boys finished their meeting and Isaac left with Scott, leaving Stiles and Derek alone in the loft.
"You know we didn't get to have much fun last night, if you know what I mean?" Derek said with a smile as he motioned to the bed.
"Really?" Stiles asked, as if he thought Derek might actually say no. Derek pulled him towards the bed and Stiles stopped in his tracks making Derek turn to him in confusion.
"What's wrong Stiles?" He asked.
"Before we do anything, I want to let you know I'm gonna tell my dad today. I'm 18 so he can't arrest you, but I am gonna say it's been 3 months because I turned 18 four months ago...... I'm not sure how he's gonna react, but I'll let you know how it goes." Stiles finished, looking up to see what Derek was thinking.
"Stiles... You don't have to not it your not ready. I can wait a little longer if that's what you want." Derek said, knowing how hard this was for Stiles.
"No Derek. I'm doing it today. I can't wait and I'm sick and tired of hiding my extremely hot boyfriend so none of the deputies will see us. I want to do it. I have to do it. Derek I love you and I can't keep hurting you like this." Stiles finished, proving to Derek that he wanted to do it.
"Well Stiles, what ever happens I'm here for you."
Stiles leaned in and kissed Derek, pushing him towards the bed to have a little.... A lot of fun.
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Stiles walked into the sheriffs office seeing his dad sitting there sorting through paperwork.
"Where we going out for lunch? I can't remember." The sheriff asked.
"No I just stopped by cause we need to talk about something." Stiles said a little scared.
"What's wrong son?" The sheriff asked walking over to him.
"Dad your not gonna like what I have to tell you so please just promise me you won't freak out."
"I promise Stiles. You can tell me anything you know that." The Sheriff said putting a hand on Stiles shoulder.
"I'm dating someone dad. I've been dating them for three months." Stiles said, trying not to say it was a boy quite yet.
"That's not bad." His dad said. "I expect you to date, so why didn't you tell me before?" He asked confused.
"Dad... I didn't tell you because... Well.. Because it's... Because it's Derek Hale." Stiles said praying his dad wouldn't scream. His dad got angry you could see it immediately .
"Your gay. No your not gay. And Derek Hale. He's four years older then you. STILES WHY WOULD YOU SAY THIS..... YOUR NOT GAY."
"Dad please. Just please calm down. It's ok." Stiles tried to reassure his father.
"Its not ok Stiles. Derek must be manipulating you. He must be using his wear wolf powers you said he had. This isn't you Stiles. Your not gay. You can't be."
"Dad I am gay. I love Derek and you can't change that."
"You don't love Derek. He's an asshole and you won't be with him."
"Dad he may be a pain in the ass but he's my pain in the ass. I love him, and I know this is hard to get used to but I'm gay and I can't change that. I'm sorry." Stiles knew his dad would act like this, he knew it would take a while to get used to, but every word Stiles said made the sheriff more and more disgusted.
"I WILL NOT HAVE A GAY SON." The Sheriff said not kidding when he said it.
"Dad I thought you would understand. I thought you would be ok with my decision." Stiles said holding back tears. Him and his dad were very close. They were each other's only family and to think his father wouldn't even consider excepting this broke Stiles' heart.
"I will NOT have a gay son." The sheriff repeated.
"Well then..." Stiles hesitated. "YOU DON'T HAVE A SON." Stiles turned around an stormed out of the sheriff station, tears starting to fall as soon as he hit the pavement of the parking lot. His father didn't even follow him. He simply returned to his work as if nothing happened. As if he didn't care.
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Stiles headed for Derek's Camaro knowing he had probably listened in and knew what had happened. Stiles was crying and couldn't control himself. When he got into the car Derek saw his red eyes immediately.
"Stiles it's ok." Derek said, pulling him in to hug him, trying to calm him before his fangs grew in too.
"I have no family. I have no one. My mother would have still loved me. She would have excepted me. Now I have no one. I don't have a family." Stiles said between sobs.
Derek had never heard Stiles talk about his mother. This was the first time he had mentioned her to him. It caught Derek off guard but he was gonna wait to ask about her. "Your not alone Stiles. You never have been." Derek said looking him in the eyes.
"Derek I am. I don't even have a place to live because there is no way I'm going to stay in that house with him."
"Yes you do Stiles. You have me. You have my loft. Stiles I will never leave you. I will never hurt you. I love you." Derek said frustrated trying to get Stiles to realize he had a home.
"Really? You feel that way about me?"
"Of course I do. How could I not your an amazing person. You make me a better person and I've never felt this way about anyone. Stiles I never want to see you in pain because it breaks my heart to see you cry."
"I love you too Derek." Stiles said now calm enough to turn his eyes back yo their normal color.
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Derek drove Stiles back to the loft. They both got out and went in. Stiles had more then enough close to last a few days and his school stuff was already there. He was all set to spend some time there, but he would have to go get the rest of his stuff eventually.
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Stiles managed five days before he had a long list of things he needed. He knew he would have to face his father someday and he had no choice but to do it now. Stiles walked into his old house to see his father sitting on the couch. He walked past him and went upstairs to gather his stuff. He grabbed everything he possibly could, not wanting to ever go back into that house.
The last thing he grabbed was a picture. It was of him his mother and father. He took it out of the frame and ripped his father out of it, leaving the half with his father on the head of his bed. Stiles then went down stairs with his bags to leave, only to find his father standing at the bottom of the stairs.
"Where are you going Stiles?" His dad asked with a slur of his words, making it obvious he had been drinking.
"Anywhere but her. You didn't want a gay son so I'm leaving.... For good." Stiles said, feeling the need to maim and kill his father right in that moment.
"If you leave this house right now young man... Well if you leave then don't ever come back." The Sheriff said, stumbling over almost every word.
"Your drinking again aren't you?" Stiles asked already knowing the answer. "Is that what you do when ever you lose someone? You drink? You try to hid behind the liquor?" Stiles asked, fury growing inside him.
"I didn't lose you. I don't have a gay son. I don't have a son." The Sheriff spat.
"Your right.... You don't have a son." Stiles said, knowing he would remember all of this in the morning. Stiles said something, something that would tear his father apart. "Mom would have excepted me... Mom would still love me." Stiles then turned and walked out the door slamming it behind him, hoping he'd never have to see that man again in his life.
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When Stiles,returned to the loft Derek helped him unpack his things. He was moved in within the hour, right about when the pack came barging in, having just heard about what happened.
Stiles hadn't told any of them at school because he didn't want their sympathy, but in this town when the sheriff starts drinking it doesn't take long for everyone to know.
"Stiles are you ok?" Lydia asked, bringing him in for a hug.
"Better then you'd think actually." Stiles said, looking over at Derek.
"Why didn't you tell us?" Scott asked, wondering why his best friend didn't tell him something this important.
"I guess I was just hoping he would change his mind, but he made it pretty clear today that it wasn't gonna happen." Stiles said looking at the floor. Derek reached over wrapping his arm around his boyfriends waist, holing him close knowing that's all he needed right know. "Everything will be fine. It will all work out. I know it will."
Derek somehow convinced the pack to leave, knowing that all Stiles wanted was some pizza and a good nights rest. He knew everything would work itself out, he knew he would do everything he could to make Stiles happy again.
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A couple days later a new problem arose. The pack had no clue what was killing people, until one night it went after Erica.
She had been walking to the loft to hang out with Stiles and Lydia while Derek went out with Peter, but before she got there something jumped down out of a tree landing right I front of her. Before she had a chance to think she was thrown across the road by a very powerful creature. The creature then started to run towards her, giving her time to prepare for the impact. He claws extended she reached out slashing across the animals chest, sending it running in the other direction.
She didn't know what it was, but she had gotten a pretty good look. It had cut he up all along her,chest and arms. She was healing quickly, but not completely. The creature had left scars. What was it. Suddenly Stiles had more important things to,worry about then his father, like the fact his beta had scars.
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Erica was weak after fighting off this creature. She didn't know what it had done to her but it had weakened her. She carries herself the rest of the way to the loft, knowing Derek and Stiles would be there still.
When she got out of the elevator she barely had enough strength to open the door before she collapsed to the floor, Derek and Stiles running over to her.
"What happened to her?" Stiles asked looking at Derek.
"I don't know but look at this." Derek said lifting her shirt to reveal the scars the creature had left.
"That's not good. Why wouldn't she heal completely? We don't scare. How could this happen?" Stiles then picked her us and put her on the kitchen table, ripping her shirt off so she was just in her sports bra. This revealed about ten more scars just like the first, all of them In a pattern or line making Stiles think it had to be some sort of creature. "I've seen this before. This scaring. With you and Brett. She has wolfs bane. What ever did this hade wolfs bane on the weapon." Stiles explained as he rummaged through the kitchen drawers to find a sharp knife.
Stiles took the nice in his hand, slowly cutting strait through all of the scars. Each one released a puff of yellow smoke and healed almost immediately leaving no trace of the preexisting scare.
"This thing was trying to kill her. Not quickly, it wanted us to see what it could do." Stiles said looking at Derek.
"But it was killing people too." Derek said , looking at Stiles confused. "Humans, with no supernatural connections." He added.
"There has to be some kind of connection. We'll figure it out. We're not letting anyone else die." Stiles said, grabbing Erica's hand as she started to stir.
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Stiles and Derek sat next to Erica for most of the night, waiting for her to wake up, hoping she remembered what happened.
Erica started to sit up, immediately waking Stiles from his daze. He jumped up to stand next to her, taking her hand and helping her to sit up.
"How long have I been out?" She immediately asked. "How did you save me?" She asked this time looking directly at Stiles.
"That doesn't matter, what matters is what happened?" Stiles said looking down at Erica.
"It was that creature. The one we've been tracking. I remember what it looks like." She said trying to stand up but still not strong enough. She nearly fell to the floor, Stiles catching her before she did. "Paper and pencil. I need a paper and pencil." Erica said looking up at Stiles, who was still holding her in his arms.
"Here." Derek said after a moment of searching through the draw. Stiles had gotten Erica into a chair. And she started scribbling things down on the paper. Within a moment there was a pretty good scotch on the paper of what she had seen. Stiles was surprised by how well Erica could draw, but he was more surprised by what she drew. He had see this before. He saw it when searching through the bestiary with Lydia one time. He remembered it. The spikes coming out of its arms and back. It was a truly terrifying creature and now it was killing people.
"I know what that is. I've seen it in the bestiary." Stiles said looking at Derek and turning quickly to head over to the bookshelf and find the Bestiary. Lydia had recently translated it to rough english. A lot of sentences were missing words, but it was the best she could do, and it was still easy to read in most places so it worked for them. "The Girtablilu..." Stiles started looking at Derek who already looked worried just from the name. " Or scorpion man is a shape shifter of the Sumerian culture. The Girtablilu is related to the arthropod scorpions, able to shape shift into a beast with scorpion attributes." Stiles said looking back and forth from Derek to Erica. "It says their spikes can contain many different types of poison mad to kill anything from a human, to any kind of shape shifter.... That's how it got the wolfs bane into Erica." Stiles said realizing how this creature worked. "According to this they are a lot like us, but they are more deadly."
"Great so we're fighting ourselves but with benefits." Erica said rolling her eyes.
"We can fight it. We can kill it." Derek said looking at Stiles.
"We can save it." Stiles corrected. "We're gonna do everything we can to stop him without killing him."
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Stiles did a lot of research that night, with Derek trying to help but really getting in the way more then anything else. Stiles found ways to kill the creature mostly, but he did find something about how to capture it. He found that you could paralyze the creature using its own venom.
Stiles contacted ican house about the creature, knowing they would take him in and keep him from killing anyone else. They had the room prepared for when they brought this creature in and Stiles prepared the pack to track it down and capture.
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Derek was keeping tabs on the creature with Allison, both of them having extensive tracking experience. They had found where it lived and come up with the idea it was after teenagers. That was the only common factor between all the attacks. The pack knew how to hunt it down and capture it. Stiles had a very thought out plan on how to get its poison to paralyze the creature long enough to get him to ican house.
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The pack caught the creature with ease. Erica fully recovered and the teenagers went back to worrying about school and passing their senior year. Stiles was still living with Derek and it was great. The loft was big so they weren't getting into each other's space. The only thing that bothered Derek was all the teenagers doing science projects in his kitchen. Stiles always had his partners meet up in the loft just so he could show of his boyfriend of whom he was now living with. Derek found it funny and sometimes would try to act weird so stiles would get mad, but mostly for the angry sex that came later.
Everything in Stiles Life was amazing. He may not have a blood family anymore but Derek and the pack more then made up for that. Derek and Stiles had t gotten a chance to go out on a real day, and Derek knew exactly when to surprise Stiles with it.
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It was the last day of school before spring break. Derek dropped off Stiles, mostly because Stiles wanted everyone to drool over his boyfriend's Camaro, but also because Derek had a big surprise planned. It was thought out to the minute, and Derek had everything prepared and he was gonna blow his boyfriend out of the water.
Honestly he couldn't believe some teenage boy could make him feel this way. Could make him do anything to show his love. Derek had spent years blocking people out. He didn't want to feel love and lose it again, but somehow Stiles got to his heart, and everyday Derek fell in love with him even more.
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Stiles got out of school, seeing Derek's car parked right out from with him leaning against the hood waiting for Stiles. Stiles jogged ofer to him laying a wet kiss on his lips before he realized Derek was in a suit.
"What's with the suit?" Stiles asked, kind of impressed by how well he cleaned up.
"I've got one for you too." Derek said pulling it out from the back seat. "Hurry up. Go put it on." Derek said confusing Stiles, but he put it on anyway.
They drove for about a half an hour until they got to a fancy restaurant. A restaurant Stiles had only mentioned once. It was where he would go for mother son dinners with his mother. When she was in the hospital he would get it to go and bring her favorite to her. He loved this restaurant, but had never found someone he really wanted to share it with. He knew Derek was the one he would. He would make this their place.
"I remember you mention your mother used to bring you here, and I thought it would be a good first real date." Derek said as he pulled into the parking lot. He got out and quickly ran to Stiles side, opening the door before Stiles could. Derek grabbed his hand intertwining their fingers. He didn't care who saw them anymore. He was gay for this man and if people didn't like that he didn't care.
The boys were seated in a both by the window. They spent a few moment just admiring each other before Either of them said anything.
"I can't believe you remembered I said something about this restaurant." Stiles said.
"You don't talk about your mother much, so when you do I remember it." Derek said looking at Stiles.
"She was the best mother I could ask for." Stiles said looking out the window, remembering the many dinners ha had in this very both with his mother. "She loved me no matter what. She put up with everything I did. She always thought I was the smartest kid and no one would tell her otherwise. I couldn't sit still. I was far from a good child, and I just wish I hadn't taken her for granted. I wish I had more dinners like this with her." Stiles said looking over at Derek who was listening closely.
"Why do you blame yourself?" Derek asked.
"Probably for the same reason you blame yourself for the fire." Stiles said, knowing the two of them where more alike then anyone knew.
"I blame myself because I fell for Kate's games. Yours is different. Why would a young boy blame himself for something he couldn't stop?" Derek asked hoping he hadn't crossed any lines.
"I was a crazy child. I drew her to sickness. She never had time for herself with me."
"That's not why Stiles. I don't have to listen to your heart to know that." Derek stated.
"My dad drank for years after she died." Stiles started looking Derek in the eyes. "Every time he got drunk he would scream at me. Not just mindless screaming but he told me over and over that it was my fault. That I killed her and now I was killing him too. Every night... Every single night I was reminded of her that night in the hospital. The last breath I heard before the machines started going off and doctors rushed me out of the room." Stiles said with tears streaming down his face, causing Derek to move to his side of the both and wipe the tears off his checks.
"I'm sorry Stiles. I had no idea." Derek said holding Stiles close.
"He doesn't even remember. He has no clue he said those things." Stiles said.
"So naturally the sweet Stiles I know can't blame him because he had no clue what he did." Derek said knowing stiles all to well.
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The boys finished dinner. They got to know each other better. Derek and Stiles shared things that no other living person knew. They talked about their child hood and families. Everything they could think of.
Next was Derek's favorite spot. It was a tree house in the woods. He had built it with his father and sister Laura. Him and his sister spent hours, sometimes even days in this tree house. Derek told Stiles he still came out here to think. He loved this little tree house and he wanted Stiles to love it too.
The boys laid back, their feet hanging off the edge into darkness, looking up at the stars they sat there for at least an hour before they started to talk again. This time about the two of them, not their families.
"I can't believe this is our first date. It's the best first date I could ever imagine." Stiles said turning to Derek, kissing him on the forehead.
"I can't believe I actually pulled it off." Derek chuckled. "I just wanted it to be something special. Something where we could share our past and start our future." Derek said very poetically, making stiles fall that much more in love with him.
"Well it sure was special. A night I'll always remember." Stiles said, looking back up at the stars.
"Honestly." Derek started. "When I met you I had no idea you'd end up meaning so much to me." Derek said looking at Stiles and his perfect smile as it spread across his face.
"I love you Derek, that means I'm not just hear for the pretty parts. I'm here no matter what." Stiles said, snuggling closer to Derek.
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Two years later.
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Stiles is at the grocery store, trying to find the ingredients to make Derek's favorite cookies for his birthday when he sees someone very unexpected.
"How's it with you and Derek?" The sheriff asked, scaring stiles making him almost hit his head on the shelf above him.
"Been a long time no see. I'm surprised to see your still sheriff." Stiles said slightly disgusted. He hadn't spoken to his father since the night he went back to get his things. He had seen him around but did his best to avoid him at all costs.
"I'm sorry Stiles. I know I'm and ass but I'm sorry."
"your gonna have to do a whole lot better then sorry." Stiles responded.
"Well the can we start with my earlier question?" He asked.
"It's gonna take a lot to get back into my life." Stiles aid turning and walking away. Before he turned to continue shopping he said, "And to answer your question, we're doing amazing. Not like you care, but your son is happy, actually happy for the first time in years."
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4 years later
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The sheriff had tried to fix things with Stiles, but he couldn't get through to him. Stiles was working at the hospital as one of the main doctors. This meant he saw his father a lot, but strictly on a working basis. Derek was busy thinking about the future. He had been with Stiles for almost 7 years and he loved him more then anything in the world. They had lived together for a little over 6 of those years and it had been great. They loved each other.
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"Hey babe!" Derek said walking up to Stiles in the hospital. "I brought lunch."
"Aww I love you. You know exactly what I need." Stiles said, opening the bag to reveal a cheese burger. "I have some time want to come sit with me?" He asked looking at his boyfriend.
"of course I would. Any extra time with my man is perfect to me." Derek said leaning in to kiss Stiles.
"God get a room." Scott said walking past with a clipboard searching for information on a patient. 
Stiles and Derek laughed and turned to go sit outside in the warm noon sun. They sat and talked for a while. Stiles had been at the hospital since midnight and his shift want over till midnight tonight. He had twelve hours left and Derek didn't understand how he could possibly still be awake. Derek hated his long shifts because this meant Stiles wouldn't be in the bed for at least one night and Derek hated that feeling of an empty bed, especially since he had spent over 6 years with Stiles by his side every night. This just gave Derek a better reason to visit Stiles at work, and it always made him so happy to see Stiles smile as he walked through the door. Their relationship was perfect and Derek wouldn't trade it for the world.
"Ohh I'm being paged. Hypochondriac in room 30 thinks he's dying." Stiles said as he stood up. "I love you!" He said leaning down to kiss Derek who was still sitting.
"I love you too." Derek said. "Now go save some lives. Make me proud."
The boys separated and Derek went home to wait for Stiles. He hated not having him in the house but Stiles loved his job and Derek respected that so he waited for Stiles everyday.
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"Hey Derek!" The greeter said as he walked into Stiles favorite restaurant, that had now become his favorite too. "Where's Stiles?"
"Ohh he's at work, I actually came to talk to you." Derek explained.
"Really? What about?" She asked.
"I'm gonna propose to Stiles." Derek said.
"Wow congratulations! That's so exciting." She said.
"Well I'm gonna do it here and it's gonna be a huge surprise just like our first date, but I want our closes friends here too because their the closest thing to family for him. I already know how I want it to happen I just need some help from you and the other employees." Derek explained.
He takes to the women for a while explaining everything, and eventually left to talk to all of Stiles close friends. The last stop he made was at the Sheriffs house.
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"Derek. I didn't expect to see you today. Come in please." The sheriff said motioning for Derek to come in. "What's up?" He asked, sitting down. Derek doing the same.
"I was wondering if I could ask you something." Derek said.
"Of course, anything."
"I wanted to ask for your blessing. I would like to marry your son." Derek said, hoping to God the sheriff didn't freak out.
"Of course. That would make me so happy. I know at first I was and ass about you two and I didn't understand, but I see how happy he is with you and I forget all of that. I haven't seen him this happy with someone since his mother died and I just want him to be happy. I don't care who gives him this happiness as long as the treat him well. I was a horrible father and now I realize he deserves better and Derek your just that. Your amazing to him and that's all I could hope for." The Sheriff said, truly happy for his son.
"Sir I wish I could invite you to the wedding here and know but know it's his decision not mine. I know you've changed, but you haven't proven that to him yet." Derek said. "Thank you for your blessing. I truly love your son." Derek finished, saying goodbye to the sheriff and leaving, preparing for the night to come.
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Stiles got home from work around 1am and took a shower climbing into bed trying not to wake Derek. He knew his attempts weren't worth it, because Derek woke up to the sound of the elevator every time Stiles came home, but he knew Stiles hated when he woke up so he pretended to be asleep to make him happy.
Stiles climbed into bed, Derek immediately moving to wrap his arms around him. He missed being able to hold Stiles when he was at work. Stiles hadn't slept in 24 hours and as soon as he felt the warmth of Derek's body against him he fell into a deep sleep.
Derek got up early to make Stiles breakfast, he tried to stay quite but eventually the smell of bacon and pancakes woke Stiles. He wandered into the kitchen only wearing his sweatpants showing off his very fit body. Derek set the bacon and pancakes on the table and pulled out a chair for Stiles.
"Hey babe." Derek said sitting down opposite Stiles. "Did you sleep well?"
"Well I hadn't slept in 24 hours so I hope so. It's always a good night when I'm in your arms." Stiles said ripping into his pancakes and inhaling the whole plate.  
"I have a surprise planned for you tonight." Derek said, making Stiles look up at him wondering what it could be.
"What are we doing?" Stiles asked.
"if I told you it wouldn't be a surprise." Derek chuckled.
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It was getting closer and closer to when they were going out. Derek had everything ready but he was still freaking out. He didn't know how to do this. He was so nervous, and Stiles could sense it but he didn't know why.
"What's wrong with you?" Stiles said.
"What do you mean?" Derek asked kind of confused, but knowing what he meant.
"Your nervous. I can sense it from a mile away. What's wrong?"
"Nothing I swear." Derek said knowing Stiles would know he was lying.
"I know it's something but your not gonna tell me are you?" Stiles growled, upset at Derek.
"Come on Stiles. I'm gonna tell you but not yet. Just lets get changed for date night please and forget till tomorrow. Ok?" Derek said hoping Stiles would agree and drop it.
"Fine, but only cause I love date night." Stiles said as he ripped off his shirt starting to get changed to go out.
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Both men got dressed up, not in suits but in nice pants an a polo shirts. This was what they usually wore on date night, but not always.
They drove to the restaurant they had their first date. It had been a couple months since they had date night here, but it wasn't abnormal. They got out of the car and went into the restaurant. Both boys ate dinner and relaxed in their favorite both. They had fun, Stiles told Derek about the crazy man he had to deal with at the hospital yesterday, and Derek told Stiles about Scott falling off a small cliff in the woods while they were running. Both men we here laughing hysterically about they're past couple days. They had gotten extremely close, they knew things about each other that no body else knew. They knew they would be together for the rest of their lives. Nothing would get in between that.
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They finished desert and Derek ordered each of them a drink. They sat there for a moment, looking around and at each other. Derek knew this was when to do it. He reached into his pocket, feeling the small box he had put there earlier.
"We've been together for 7 years Stiles." Derek started looking over at Stiles who started to smile.
"Yeah... I realized that yesterday after you brought me lunch." Stiles responded, looking Derek in the eyes.
"Stiles...." Derek said as he stood up and walked closer to him. "I want to be with you for the rest of my life." Derek said getting down on one knee, opening the small box in his hand, making the whole restaurant turn to look at them. "I love you. I've never loved a person this much. You understand me, and everything about you is perfect. Every morning when I wake up to see your face it makes me feel like the luckiest man alive. I wouldn't change it for the world. Your such and amazing man, and I can't believe I'm blessed with loving you. Seven years... Seven years I've loved you and still everyday somehow you manage to make me love you more. When I met you, I knew I'd met my match. It was only a matter of time until we arrived at this moment. How it turns out is all in your hands. I promise you, no one will work harder to make you happy or cherish you more than me.You deserve the very best, someone who will back you up without limits, let you grow without borders, and love you without end. Will you let me be the one? Stiles Stalinski, will you marry me?"
Stiles couldn't believe what was happening... Derek was proposing to him. He was saying things straight from his heart, and Stiles knew he meant everything he said. He couldn't believe this was happening.
"Of course I'll Marry you Derek. I love you Derek Hale." Stiles said as Derek slid the ring onto Stiles hand. Peered stood up wrapping his arms around Stiles hips, Stiles wrapping his around Derek's neck. They kissed passionately, not caring who was watching. Stiles was Marrying the man he loved. He was the happiest man alive in this moment, in the arms of his true love.
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Derek finished off the date with a trip out to the treehouse where he looked at the stars with Stiles on their first date. Stiles loved every minute of it and he couldn't stop looking to his ring. He was engaged.
Derek planned with Stiles to go get himself a ring tomorrow morning. They spent the night in the tree house. Derek had set up pillows and sleeping bags and brought a movie. They spent the night cuddling and talking, a night they would never forget.
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About a week later
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Stiles was going for a walk downtown, he had the day off and he decided to get some fresh air. He was near the center of town when he realized he was right in front of the sheriffs station. For some reason he felt the need to talk to his father. To have a real conversation with him for the first time in years.
Stiles walked into the station, surprising the man at the front desk. It had been years since he had seen Stiles walk through those doors, and honestly he didn't know what to do.
"Hello Stiles." The man said, reaching out to shake his hand. "How's it been? I can't remember the last time I saw you here." He said finding it kind of ironic.
"Everything's been pretty great lately. I decided with everything in my life it was time to talk to my father." Stiles explained.
"What happened to make you do it today?" The deputy asked.
"I got engaged a few days ago." Stiles said smiling.
"Wow really? Who's the lucky lady?"
"Well actually his name is Derek." Stiles said.
"I didn't know you where gay." The deputy said.
"Thats actually why I haven't been here in years, and it's what I'm here for today." Stiles explained.
The deputy let Stiles in to talk to his father. He was in there a while before both him and his father left out the front to go for a walk so they could talk without a bunch of deputies listening in.
"I'm sorry Stiles." His father stated. "I'm sorry for being such an ass, not only about you and Derek but about everything. I'm sorry I blamed you for your mother..... I'm just sorry I was such a terrible father."
"I'm sorry I didn't talk to you sooner. I want to try with you but I just couldn't bring myself to it. And now with Derek's support I feel strong enough to actually work this out." Stile explain.
"Ohh and congratulations on your engagement." The Sheriff said surprising Stiles, who hadn't told him about it.
"how did you know?" He asked confused
"Derek came to me. He asked for my blessing. To be specific he said he was gonna marry you know matter what I said, but he would feel better if I said yes." The sheriff said with a chuckle. "That made me realize how much he cares for you. I realized that I don't care who you marry as long as they love you. And I know you will probably never be able to forgive me for everything I did, but I want to try. I want to be part of your life again."
"I want to try too, so if you really want to be part of my life again then come to my engagement party. If you act like my father, act like a good father. I will be more then happy to try... But this is your last chance. I won't deal with anymore of this crap, so I suggest you get it right."
"I will. I will do everything I can to be a real father. I want to be your father again." The sheriff said. "Oh and do you think you could send Derek my way. He would make the perfect deputy. He has every quality needed, and if I'm gonna get to know you, I should get to know Derek too."
"I'll see if he's interested." Stiles said with a smiling, knowing Derek would be. The two men shook hands and went in their opposite ways.
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Stiles walked home to find Derek reading a book he had read a million times just in the time Stiles knew him. Stiles walked over and gave him a kiss on the lips, making Derek lose his place.
"Now I lost my spot." Derek said looking at Stiles with his grumpy face.
"You've read this book a thousand time, you could probably recite it to me." Stiles laugh, looking Derek in the eyes. "Anyway I'm pretty sure you find me more interesting then this book." Stiles said, taking the book from Derek and setting it down on the coffee table next to him.
"That depends on what your doing." Derek said smiling.
"I could be making you lunch." Stiles said, and Derek reached for the book, making Stiles laugh. "Or..." Stiles started, moving Derek's hand away from the book and back to Stiles hips. "Or I could be taking off my clothes." Stiles said.
"Now that interests me." Derek said, pulling Stiles Shirt over his head.
"Why don't we take this somewhere more comfortable." Stiles said, pulling Derek twards the bed.
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Later that day Stiles was making dinner with Derek's so called help. Derek could make amazing breakfasts for Stiles, but when it came to lunch and dinner he had little to no hope. Stiles had been trying to teach Derek as much as he could, but somehow Derek still struggled with it. Stiles was convinced he was faking it because whenever Stiles went to work he came home to find leftovers from dinner the night before in the fridge, but he didn't care because he loved to cook with Derek.
"So where did you go on your walk?" Derek asked. "You where gone for quite some time."
"um... I actually went to talk to my dad." Stiles said looking into the bowl of salad he was holding.
"Really? What about?" Derek asked, wondering if the sheriff  told Stiles about the conversation the two of them had.
"I decided to give him a chance. Things will never be the way they were when my mother was alive, but you asking to marry me and thinking about my future I realized he was the only blood relative I had, and I was the only thing huskily he had, and I couldn't believe how awful I was being to him." Stiles explained.
"did he tell you about our conversation?" Derek asked, not sure if he would be happy if he had.
"Yes he did, and that just made me want to fix it more. I realized I had you now, for the rest of my life, but he has no one. The person he loved, the person he was meant to be with died and now I'm the only piece of her left. I can't take that away from him."
"Stiles I'm here for you no matter what happens ok?" Derek stated.
"I know!" Stiles said, putting the salad down and leaning in to kiss Derek on the lips. "Oh and by the way, you have a job interview at the sheriff station if you want it. My dad thinks you would be an amazing deputy. Not only does that mean he has you and Perrish who know about the supernatural but you both have the qualities to be an amazing Sheriff one day." Stiles said, searching Derek's eyes for any song he might want the job.
"I actually think I want to apply." Derek said. "Do you think I'll get it?" He asked Stiles.
"Of course you will. You would be an amazing cop, plus your probably the only one brave enough to apply in Beachon hills." Stiles laughed. "And just remember I love a man in uniform." Stiles said leaning in to kiss Derek again.
"Yeah?" Derek asked with a chuckle. "Well I love a man in scrubs. Doctors are just so sexy."
The boys ate dinner and Stiles helped Derek with his resume. When they finished they went to bed. Derek needing rest for what would hopefully be his first day on the job, and Stiles preparing for a 24 hour shift. Both boys needed their sleep.
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The next morning Stiles was up around seven to find Derek had already left. He had left Stiles breakfast on the counter and a bagged lunch in the fridge. Derek took such good care of Stiles, he loved that he could wake up to breakfast completely made. He loved that he could wake up knowing he was gonna marry Derek, and as a matter of fact that day was approaching quickly.
Stiles at and got dressed for work, packing three extra pairs of scrubs in case of messes that often occur in hospitals, especially when you the on call ER doctor. He got a text from Scott saying he was leaving for the hospital. About two minutes before he left he got a frantic call from Lydia who was all in a panic about the color theme at their wedding.
"Stiles they can't do that shade of blue." She said, and Stiles could hear how freaked out she was.
"Ok then choose a different shade of blue Lydia." He said, not really worried about what color the bows for the flowers are.
"But then we need all new ties and dresses." She said still in a panic.
"Lydia just do what you need to do, we aren't that worried about the flowers matching the dresses, I'm sure no one will notice." He said trying to reassure her.
"People will notice Stiles. That's the problem. People are gonna notice."
"I don't care if the ribbons are pink and I'm in a baby blue tuxedo. All that matters is I'm marrying the man I love, and you know what Derek and I won't notice cause we'll only be looking at each other, so who cares what everyone else thinks." Stiles said, making Lydia realize how much he loved Derek.
"Derek is one lucky guy... I sure hope he knows that." Lydia said pausing for a second to calm herself. "I wish I had a chance to date you." She said, not remembering high school till it was to late.
"I chased after you for TEN YEARS Lydia. Then years." Stiles responded not believing he was having this conversation. "Ugh whatever. I'm gonna be late for work so just text me and Derek a picture or something explaining what you do, but don't expect a response for a while we have work."
"We?" Lydia asked, know Derek didn't have a job.
"Well hopefully. Derek is applying to be the new deputy in town."
"Really good for him..." Lydia said, letting it sink in. "Wait doesn't that mean he's gonna be with you dad... Like all the time?"
"Yeah.. But my dad and I are working things out. I'm hoping he will be able to at least come to the wedding." Stiles said.
"I'll at a place holding." Lydia responded. "Now go save lives. I love you as always." She sank making a kissing noise into the phone.
"Love you too Lydia. Please fix my wedding." He said, moving the phone away from his ear. And the last thing he heard was see you do care.
Stiles rushed to work, time to start yet another 24 hour shift.
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Meanwhile Derek was sitting in the Sheriffs office waiting for the sheriff to be back with his final test when he got a text from Stiles.
Keep an eye out for a text from a very stressed Lydia
Good luck Sourwolf
Love you
Derek secretly loved when Stiles called him Sourwolf. It reminded him of when he fell in love with the stupid little teenager that was good at research. Derek responded to  the text with a simple,
Thanks for the head up. I'm almost done with my tests.
Love you too!
Then the Sheriff walked in, handing Derek the last test before he knew of he got the job, his dream job.
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Stiles ended up running into Scott on his way in.
"How's it going?" Scott asked as he walked up to his best friend.
"I'm good, but I can't say the same for Lydia." Stiles answered with a chuckle.
"Why what's wrong now?" Scott asked knowing it was about the wedding.
"Apparently we can't get the ribbons for the flowers in the same color as the girls dresses and our ties. So basically the world is ending." Stiles said rolling his eyes on the last line.
"Why does she care? No one will notice if their slightly different shades of blue."
"That's exactly what I said." Stiles laughed as he opened the door to the ER to see a completely swamped waiting room and here people screaming from inside. "Should we even go to work today?" He asked looking at Scott.
"You know I am feeling a little ill myself, maybe we should go home." He laughed as they headed for the locker rooms.
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Derek finished his exam and was sitting outside the Sheriffs station, waiting for Stalinski to come out with his results. He had no clue if he did well, but he sure hoped he did.
"Well I'm sorry to say you failed, worst test scores I've ever seen." Stalinski said scaring Derek. "I. Just kidding, you got the job. You had the best test scores on record.. In the whole country. I better watch my back." The sheriff handed Derek a uniform, having already had Derek's size from earlier. "Start tomorrow?" The Sheriff asked, looking down at the boy sitting before him.
Derek stood up, shaking Stalinski's hand, "Yes sir.. Of course. Thank you Sir."
"Your the only other person besides Perrish who call me sir, and I'm still not sure I deserve that title. I can't wait to start working with you Mr. Hale. See you bright and early tomorrow." The sheriff said, turning to walk away.
Derek couldn't believe it. He actually got the job. He started to dial Stiles phone number, but remember he was at work, knowing he wouldn't have his phone on him Derek decided he could bring him dinner and tell him during his break.
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Derek baked Stiles his favorite cookies, Home made chocolate chip peanut butter cookies. It was Derek's mothers recipe. He used to make them all the time with her, and Derek promised no matter who he married one day he would teach them and their children. He also managed to throw together a pretty decent well rounded meal for Stiles, using the skills Stiles had taught him.
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"Hey babe!" Stiles said as he saw Derek walk through the door, meeting him halfway to give him a kiss on the lips.
"Get a room. No one wants to see that." A man yelled from the waiting room.
"No one wants to see your face either, but you don't see us complaining." Scott said as he walked over to the man, starting to take notes on his condition.
Stiles smiled at the fact his best friend always had his back. Beachon hills way usually pretty excepting, but sometimes in cases like this you run into someone who thinks being gay is wrong, they don't scare Stiles because he is an Alpha and he knows they couldn't kill him, but it's annoying when people say things like that.
"So? How did it go?" Stiles asked, shaking from excitement.
"Calm down Stiles. It's just a job." Derek said laughing at his fiancé a little.
"I know this is your dream job Derek so don't just call it a job." Stiles said a little mad.
"Well actually my dream job is to be Sheriff." Derek said, annoying Stiles. Just them a bunch of alarms started to go off behind the desk. Colors flashing and computer screens blinking. Stiles ran over to see what room it was for.
"CODE BLUE IN 03." Stiles yelled, looking at Derek quickly before turning to run down the hall.
"I GOT THE JOB." Derek yelled as Stiles disappeared around the corner, knowing his supernatural hearing would still hear it over the alarms.
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Stiles ran into room 03 with Scott on his heals. The patient was a young girl who had gotten into a car crash. Her mother died on the scene, and the seven year old girl came in, in critical condition. She had been stable for the last hour, but suddenly her systems started to crash.
Stiles immediately started CPR. He jumped up on the bed, straddling the girl so he would be in a better position then if he was on the floor. He could hear the girls father crying and screaming, as Scott tried to push him out of the room. Stiles crept pumping. He only stopped when the defibrillator was ready to try and shock her back to life. They tried again and again, but they couldn't get a heart beat. The girl was gone.
"Time of death 18:43" Stiles said looking at his watch as Scott wrote down what he said. "18.43" he repeated, looking at Scott.
"You couldn't have saved her Stiles." Scott said. "None of us could."
"I know, I just wish I didn't have to tell her father."
"I can if you need me to." Scott said.
"No I will do it." Stiles said, as he left the room and headed for where the father was in the waiting room. Derek was sitting four chairs away from the man, and saw him stand up quickly as Stiles rounded the corner.
"What happened? Is she ok? Is my daughter ok?" The man asked frantically, scared of what Stiles might say. Stiles walked to stand infront of the man, pulling himself together before he gave the father the news.
"I'm sorry Mr. Tate, we lost her. I'm sorry for your loss." Stiles said. He said this every time someone died, changing the name he used as appropriate. He had said this line hundreds of times, to all sorts of people. But there was something about this little girl. She wasn't young enough to not know about death, but she wasn't old enough to have already lived a full life. She had so many years ahead of her, and Stiles couldn't save her. He couldn't give her those years and that broke his heart.
"NO... She can't be dead. You have to save her. Please bring her back." The man cried. He couldn't handle the loss of both his daughter and wife in one night. "What am I supposed to tell her sister?" He asked, covering his eyes with his hands and crying into his palms. 
Stiles nearly fell apart when he heard she had a sister. He hated everything about this. He hated telling a father his daughter was dead. "I'm so sorry sir. I'm sorry for you loss." Stiles said again, not knowing what else's to say. "I will call you a cab. You shouldn't be driving after everything you e been through." Stiles said, walking towards the desk, looking over at Derek showing him how much it hurt to say that to a father. Stiles called the cab and walked the man out, giving the driver the mans address.
Stiles walked away from the where the cab was, walking to where Derek was waiting outside the door. He walked up to him and started crying. His shift was over so Derek got his stuff and took Stiles home.
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Derek sat with Stiles wrapped in his arms, still upset about what happened
"I'm sorry.. I just couldn't handle seeing that little girl laying there. She was only seven. She didn't deserve to die. And she had a sister, what is her sister gonna do without her and her mother?" Stiles said.
"Stiles don't apologize. You might be an alpha, but your still only human." Derek responded, holding him closer.
"It's just. I want children someday, and I couldn't imagine being scared everyday knowing I could lose them so quickly."
"I know Stiles, and when we have children we won't lose them. We'll love them everyday and protect them from every thing that could hurt them. I promise." Derek said, calming Stiles.
Stiles Noticed how Derek said when we have children. Stiles knew they both wanted kids, and honestly he couldn't wait to start a family with Derek.
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A few weeks later
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Stiles had a couple days off to rest like usual. He slept most of the first day, and the second day he went with Lydia to make sure everything for the wedding was set. He tried on his tuxedo, it fit perfectly like he expected. Derek had tried his on a couple days earlier and said his was perfect too. Lydia, Allison, and Erica all fit in their dresses, and Stiles thought everyone of them looked beautiful in them. Isaac, Scott, Boyd, and Peter looked very handsome in their suits also. Stiles had picked out a suit for his father too. They were a lot closer now. He was proud to have his father at the wedding, and happy his father excepted it.
After trying everything on the whole group, minus Derek cause he was working, and Peter because, well he was Peter. They went out to lunch, and Stiles took a meal Togo for Derek. After they all separated Stiles headed for the station to give Derek his lunch.
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"Hey there future husband." Derek said, from behind the front desk while he searched for paperwork with the sheriff. "How did the Tuxedo fit?" He asked looking up at Stiles.
"Great. It fit perfectly." Stiles said, pulling his dad's tuxedo out from behind him. "Here's yours. It's in your size and there's a tie to match."
"I can't believe your two are getting married in 3 days." The sheriff said. "It seems like just yesterday you where in high school. Both of you. I remember Derek coming by the station to give his dad dinner some nights.... I just can't believe your getting married this week."
"Ok dad.." Stiles said with a chuckle.
"So when am I getting a granddaughter?" He asked laughing a little.
"Not quite sure about that yet sir." Derek responded.
"Let me know when you are."
"Dad.. Let us get through our wedding without Lydia for waking out before we start to talk about kids." Stiles said, laughing. But still shooting his father a look.
Stiles left the Sheriff station and went home to sleep. He still hadn't fully recovered from his last shift, and he would need all the sleep he could get for the next couple days, mostly to deal with Lydia.
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Stiles woke up to Derek sitting down on the end of the bed to take of his shoes. Once his shoes were off he laid back, letting himself fall onto the bed.
"How was the rest of your day?" Stiles asked.
"Insane... Just insane." Derek said. "Someone robbed a house and stole a care, and another person got into a bar fight, and there where so many noise complaints and ugh... It was just crazy."
"wow you must be tired." Stiles said, and he leaned in to kiss Derek on the cheek.
"Yeah, I am tired, so what are you trying to do?" Derek said looking down at Stiles hand starting to unbutton his shirt.
"You've never been to tired before. Plus I need to make sure your good enough befor I marry you." Stiles said joking.
Stiles took Derek shirt off the rest of the way and leaned down giving him kisses up his stomach. "Fine..." Derek said, trying to act mad but failing. He though stiles down on the bed, and started to take his pants off.
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After they finished Stiles made dinner, they double checked Lydia's list for the wedding and went to bed.
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Wedding day
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Stiles stayed at his house the night before the wedding for the first time in almost seven years because Derek was convinced of they saw each other before the wedding then they would be cursed. Stiles didn't believe it but he humored Derek anyways. He had a great night with his father. He had really changed. They got ready for the wedding at the house, knowing it would be crazy once they got to the church.
"How are you doing?" The sheriff asked, looking his son up and down, actually proud he is marrying Derek. "Not to scared?"
"I'm actually not scared at all." Stiles said surprising himself. "I'm mapping out the rest of my life today. I'm getting married today." In that instant it hit him. He was getting married. He was a grown man with a job, this moment was his last moment of his young life. He was gonna go off and make a family with Derek, make a new life. Sure they probably wouldn't change anything about their relationship for a while, but when they do what does that mean for them? "How is this gonna change everything?" Stiles asked looking at his dad as he tied his tie.
"In my experience, if you love them, truly love them then the only thing that changes is you love them more." His father said, making Stiles more confident about the day to come.
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Meanwhile Derek was on his way to the chapel. He had rushed Peter because he was nervous he wouldn't be able to show Stiles how much he loved him. Peter hated being rushed by Derek, he knew they would be way to early, but he went along with it knowing if he made Derek made today he wouldn't just threaten to rip out your throat with his teeth.... He would rip out your throat.
"Could you at least slow down enough so we get there a live?" Peter growled, still not sure why he was Derek's best man.
"Fine, but know I'm not happy about it." Derek said as petered phone buzzed. It was a text from Stiles. It said
leaving now
there in 20
"See Stiles is just leaving. He's gonna be there in 20 minutes. You have more then enough time so please slow down." Peter pleaded this time.
"I guess I'm just nervous."
"You think?" Peter asked, getting a well deserved glare from Derek. "Why are you nervous? Your marrying a man of whom is madly in love with you, and last time I checked. Your madly in love with him... I guess that's why your nervous isn't it?"
"I'm just not sure he knows how much I love him." Derek confessed.
"I promise you he knows..."
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Lydia was at the chapel with Allison, Jackson, Isaac, Scott, Erica, and Boyd. Everyone was ready, but Lydia had to check everything a thousand times before she finally calmed down and separated everyone into their proper rooms so they would be ready for Derek and Stiles. Scott and Isaac where I charge of seating people so they stayed by the doors to great everyone.
"Everything is gonna be perfect Lydia." Allison said, trying to get Lydia to sit down.
"I know, I just.... They love each other so much o want people to know that."
"They don't need a fancy wedding for people to know that."
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"Hey Derek!" Scott said as he went to greet him at the car. "Today's the day. How are you feeling?"
"I think I'm feeling every single emotion known to man right now." Derek replied, trying to stay cool.
"Well let's get you into the chapel before Stiles gets her." Isaac suggested, starting to push everyone in the direction of the doors.
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"Stiles and the Sheriff where two blocks from the chapel and Stiles still couldn't believe he was getting married today. He was less then an hour away from walking down the isle and he couldn't believe how much he loved the man that would be on the other end of it.
They pulled into the parking lot, seeing there where already a few guests there. Stiles hopped out and his father rushed him into the chapel so no one would see him. He was nervous, but excited. He was marrying Derek. In less then an hour he would be someone's husband.
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Five minutes... Five minutes until Derek was at the end of the isle watching the man he loves walk towards him. He couldn't believe how he felt, he couldn't describe it if he had to.
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Lydia was getting everything prepared, Derek came out of his room right on cue and was headed to the closed doors that lead to the isle. He was supposed to follow Boyd,Erica, then Isaac, and finally Peter. Then they would close the doors, and open them to see Derek there.
When Derek got close to the door Peter had just slipped to the other side, and he could hear everyone stand up as the organist started to play. The doors opened, and Derek walked down the isle. It felt like the longest ten seconds of his life. The last moment before he married Stiles could not move fast enough. Derek reached the end of the isle and took a moment to look around before the door opened again. This time Stiles father came out first, followed by Allison, then Jackson, Lydia and finally Scott. The doors closed behind him, and Derek knew Stiles was standing right behind it, probably unable to stand still, not knowing how to deal with the anticipation, and that's exactly what he was doing.
The organist started to play again, as the doors opened to reveal Stiles. Derek looked up at him, his jaw dropping as he quietly muttered "wow" at the the exact same time Stiles did. The heard each other say this from across the room, making both of them smile from ear to ear. This was actually happening. They where getting married.
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Stiles walked down the isle, never taking his eyes off Derek. The two men couldn't take their eyed off each other, they completely forgot there was a crowd of people watching them.
"Do you Stiles Stalinski take Derek Hale to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part." The preacher asked looking at Stiles.
"I do. Of course I do!" Stiles said.
Do you Derek Hale take Stiles Stalinski to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part." He said now looking at Derek.
"I do!" Derek said, looking Stiles in the eyes.
"I now pronounce you husband and husband. You may kiss the groom." The preacher said, as Derek and Stiles leaned in to give each other a kiss on the lips. At that the whole crowd stood and cheered for the two men standing in front of them.
The two boys pulled apart, looking at each other and Stiles said. "This marriage is pretty good so far." Making Derek smile at him.
"I knew it would." Derek said still smiling.
The wedding party processed out of the chapel and headed to take their photos. After that they wild move on to the reception.
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A few hours later they where preparing to enter the reception. Stiles and Derek hadn't left each other's side since they walked down the isle, and now they where throwing themselves into a crowd of drunk friends and relatives. The doors opened and the crowd cheered as Derek walked in with Stiles. The two of them couldn't be happier. Lydia was finally calming down, knowing she couldn't do anything more of the wedding.
Everyone was talking, Derek and Stiles where making their way around, thanking everyone for coming. Lydia stood up to start quieting people as the bridal party made their way back to their table.
"Hello everyone! We all hope your having an amazing time. I know these two are." Lydia said, making the whole crowed laugh. "So to get started we have Scott, Stiles' best man, giving his speech. Don't mess up!"
Lydia sat down, letting Scott step up to the mike. Scott looked around the room, taking a breath before starting his very detailed speech about Stiles life. "I have known Stiles since we where four. I grew up with him and his very spastic attitude, and ADHD that made him pretty hard to understand most of the time. I don't know why I liked him, honestly he's a complete weirdo. Either way we became best buds. When we first met Derek to me he was just another guy. I had no idea what was happening behind the scenes... And before any of you dirty minded people get an idea, I don't mean sex." Scott said, getting a laugh out of the whole group. "However that wasn't far behind." This sentence making Stiles and Derek both turn red on their face. "However it didn't take me long to realize what was happening. Weather they knew it or not. They where falling for each other." Scott paused, to look at how Derek and Stiles where looking at each other, remembering seven years ago when they fell in love. "I remember when Stiles first told me about his relationship with Derek.... Ohh Derek's gonna love this story." Scott laughed, half to himself, half to the audience. "So I was never actually told they where together. It was more like I found out.. Or I saw. Now I didn't walk in on the two of them or anything like that, but since then I have been scared from such an experience many a time..." Scott said, pausing to let the uproar of laughter die down. "I saw they two of them outside Derek's loft, kissing. Now I knew Derek. We had been aquatinted for quite some time, but I didn't really now him that well. For some reason I saw him as the jock type. The guy that every girl wants, but every girls has been with. Again this was before I found out he was gay... So when I saw him with Stiles not only was I super confused , but I though he would break his heart. As we have seen... That did not happen. I was wrong yet again, proving Stiles correct and giving him ultimate bragging rights... So when I first talked to Stiles about it I came storming into his room screaming about how I saw him with Derek. I screamed for a while, and Stiles just sat there excepting my bullshit as per usual, but then once I finished he told me something I will never forget. Now remember I'm saying this for Derek... Stiles said, i love him ok? I fell in love with him and I don't care who knows. I don't care what anyone thinks because I love him. At that moment I knew someday I would be standing here watching the two of them dance for the first time after finally getting married. It took longer then expected but we got here." Scott finished his speech, and let the two love birds get up to dance for the first time as husband and husband. 
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The two men were only about halfway through the song when Stiles had to start talking. He couldn't hold it back any longer. "We just got married..." He said, looking up at Derek.
"That we did."Derek said with a chuckle.
"I feel like just yesterday we were making out in the parking lot of the loft." Stiles said remembering that fall day with Derek.
"Well we did do that yesterday but that's beside the point." Derek said making Stiles smile.
They where looking each other in the eyes, loving every moment of this day. "How did I get so lucky?" Stiles asked, leaning his head on Derek's shoulder.
"Funny, I was just about to ask the same thing." Derek responded.
The two of them
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The two men grew old together. They had two kids, and where the best fathers in the world. Both kids where wear wolves. Stiles and Derek had to face off against all sorts of supernatural creatures. They lived very full lives, and loved each other till the day they died. Their legacy lived on in their two children, Allison and Aidan. They got their names to remember the amazing people and close friends their fathers had lost, and both of them more then lived up to the name.

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